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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Prosperity and Pills

September 17, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,326 Days Alive

1 Med Stopped

Pizza is a prosperity spell.

That’s what we had for dinner.

Maybe changing back to my old birth control will make tomorrow suck less.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Pregabalin and Pork Loin

September 16, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,325 Days Alive

2 Meds Picked Up

1st Day of the Full Moon

Well, I finally have my generic Lyrica again. Been out for three days due to shipping fuckery at the pharmacy.

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Of Nuggies and Nodding Off

September 15, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,324 Days Alive

10 Chicken Nuggets Eaten

2 Naps Taken Today

This new birth control is not doing anything to prevent cycles. I know my body is still getting used to it but I HATE it.

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Of Recovery and Rage

September 14, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,323 Days Alive

3 Days into This Mental Funk

I am stuck in this endless negative feedback loop. In angry and I don’t quite know why.

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Of Expectation and Exhaustion

September 11, 2024September 11, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,320 Days Alive

4 Library Books Picked Up

1 Very Frustrating Day

Work was hell today and I don’t expect tomorrow to be much better. My coworker had a family emergency and left halfway through the day so it was just me. Hopefully tomorrow is better, but I’m not holding my breath.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Plans and Purl Stitches

September 9, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,318 Days Alive

Nothing went to plan today.

I’m not doing well. But I hope to pick up again tomorrow.

Take your meds, folks z

Of Diablo IV and Dearest

August 22, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,300 Days Alive

7 Levels Earned on my Necromancer

1 Temporary Filling

I did it. I went to the dentist this morning at the buttcrack of dawn.

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Of Curry and Cats

August 4, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,282 Days Alive

1 Cracked Tooth

Spock had decided he is starving on the regular and has taken to, just in the last week or so, tipping the trash can and digging through it. Fucking brat cat.

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Of Magic the Gathering and Misery

July 27, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,274 Days Alive

I am so goddamned tired of being in pain.

I think I’m angry about it, but mostly just tired of the misery that is being me.

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Of Mourning and Money

June 24, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,241 Days Alive

$260 Spent on Spock’s Vet Visit

1 Crying Jag

Today is the one year anniversary of my mother’s passing. I’m… having complex feelings about it but it isn’t my only woe today.

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Of Bitterness and Bulgogi

April 22, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,178 Days Alive

$19.98 for 3.75 Lbs of Grapes!!!

4 of 354 Squares Made on Mac’s Mega Blanket

3 Bowls of Ground Beef Bulgogi Served For Dinner

1 Mild Headache

Well. I’ve hit my one year anniversary at my job as of last week. I’m hoping my annual review comes with a raise, no matter how insufficient it may be in comparison to the cost of living.

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Of Drawing and Dreary Weather

April 1, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,157 Days Alive

It was rainy most of the day. Lovely weather.

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Of Memory and Mothers

March 30, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,155 Days Alive

38 Years Since Valerie’s Death

1 Slice of Checkerboard Cake Eaten

Warning: THIS IS NOT A HAPPY POST.

Discussion of death, mourning, and other heavy shit. Read at your own risk.

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