Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,379 Days Alive
1,840 Days in a Row on Duolingo
2 Half Trees Put Up
1 Bag Nearly Done!
I spent my morning with Tina and her tiny human, Connor. We invented a new game, got three Christmas trees set up, put together and tested the giant animatronic Grinch, and brought in a half dozen or so totes of ornaments in preparation for tomorrow’s decoration activities.
Continue reading “Of Grinches and Garlic”
14,378 Days Alive
1 Interesting Day Planned Tomorrow
I’m going to help Tina with a job of decorating a local office for the holidays tomorrow!
I’m genuinely looking forward to it.
Continue reading “Of Chips and Christmas Decorations”
14,365 Days Alive
292 Gold Pieces
12 Boneless Buffalo Wings Eaten
2 Scoops of Super Chocolate Cake and Vanilla Ice Cream
1 Negative Covid-19 Test
I got to go to Pathfinder this evening!! I’m so excited. I also got to snuggle Mac so I’m so damn happy. The touch deprivation was hell, even with a weighted blanket.
Continue reading “Of Chocolate Cake and Cackling”
14,351 Days Alive
1 Caramel Churro Eaten
1/3rd of a Ground Beef Burrito Eaten
My poor friends Tina and Beau are in need of a good hot toddy. Their sinuses are trying to murder them and they aren’t feeling well. Not sick, no fever, but they’re under the weather.
Continue reading “Of Hydras and Hot Toddies”
14,344 Days Alive
3 Pieces of Calzone Eaten
1 Shower Taken
I hadn’t taken a shower in two days due to depression. But damn if I didn’t feel better afterwards.
Continue reading “Of Sausage Calzone and Showers”
14,337 Days Alive
I fell out of bed today. My shoulder hurts where I landed.
We’re still at Pathfinder and I’m dying just a little bit.
Take your meds, folks.
14,323 Days Alive
3 Days into This Mental Funk
I am stuck in this endless negative feedback loop. In angry and I don’t quite know why.
Continue reading “Of Recovery and Rage”
14,309 Days Alive
4 Rows Worked on Clara’s Blanket
1 Pumpkin Cake Not Made today
I really want to make pumpkin bread. I was going to make it this morning, but my body decided I needed more sleep than I did to bake pumpkin bread.
Continue reading “Of Kindness and Kitchen Witchery”
14,274 Days Alive
I am so goddamned tired of being in pain.
I think I’m angry about it, but mostly just tired of the misery that is being me.
Continue reading “Of Magic the Gathering and Misery”
14,141 Days Alive
140 Damage Done to a Bad Guy in Pathfinder 2e
37 Repeats Completed on Bernadette’s Blanket
1 Meal Eaten Today
I woke up around five am this morning and just doom scrolled on my phone for an hour and a half before falling back asleep.
Continue reading “Of Blankets and Bumbling”
14,120 Days Alive
2nd Place in Today’s Magic: The Gathering Game
It’s the Full Moon tonight. I am hoping to be able to do a spell tomorrow for more stability as I’m feeling very mentally stuck in quicksand. Or the Swamps of Sadness.
Continue reading “Of Full Moons and Fear”
14,106 Days Alive
38 Monster/Kitchen Sink Cookies Made
1 Beautiful Bouquet Received
I got flowers!!! A lovely bouquet of rainbow alstroemeria from my darling Mellon! That was honestly all I wanted for Valentine’s Day.
Continue reading “Of Baking and Bouquets”
14,064 Days Alive
1,927 Words Written Today
2 Chimichangas Eaten
1 Small Slice of Mellon’s Birthday Cake Consumed
We celebrated Mellon’s 33rd birthday at our Pathfinder game tonight with all their friends.
Continue reading “Of Birthday Cake and Bruises”
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