Dinner last night
Month: October 2023
Prompt Answer: Out of Place
Tell us about a time when you felt out of place.
Oh my gods. I could ramble at length about feeing out of place on a regular basis. I have anxiety and I don’t like going new places without some preparation. Mostly though, I spent time with people well above my tax bracket and I’ve felt awkward as hell.
Prompt Answer: Sans Computer
Your life without a computer: what does it look like?
Miserable.
Prompt Answer: Like to Learn
What skill would you like to learn?
Legit, I want to learn how to juggle. I don’t know why, but it seems fascinating to me.
Prompt Answer: Life Details
What details of your life could you pay more attention to?
My dudes.
Guys, gals, and outside the binary pals.
Y’all.
I have one of the worst cases of ADHD and I am on the autism spectrum. Fucking most of my life is spent grasping at mental straw while powering through in a meatsuit that was designed with Sysyphus in mind.
I am incessantly in pain. And trying to focus through brain fog and fatigue. And have the attention span of gnat on cocaine at the best of non-hyper focused times.
Genuinely, I try so hard not to be bitter. I strive to be happy, be kind, be loving, be patient. But fuck if I can all the time.
What could I pay more attention to? The insides of my eyelids. I need more rest.
That’s what I’m off to do.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Headaches and Hurting
13,974 Days Alive
2.5 Hours and Counting Sitting in Uncomfortable Emergency Room Waiting Room Chairs
1 Diet Mountain Dew
Ugh. Tonight did not go to plan. I’m helping a roommate out, giving him a lift to the ER of the hospital I work at.
Continue reading “Of Headaches and Hurting”Prompt Answer: Priority for Tomorrow
What’s your #1 priority tomorrow?
Honestly, my priority is to get rest after work.
Of Seasons and Spock Snuggles
13,974 Days Alive
13 Rows into the Main Body of J’s Wrap
1 Snuggly Kitty Baby Boy
Today is a high pain day. Like a solid seven and a half out of ten. My hips are screaming, my knees hurt, my hands hurt too much to crochet. I can knit, as it takes different hand positions and is less painful, but man does it suck to be me today.
Continue reading “Of Seasons and Spock Snuggles”Of Knees and Knitting
13,973 Days Alive
522 Rows to go in J’s Wrap
1 Haircut
My knees are absolutely screaming today, or at least my right one. I don’t know what I did, but I feel like I need to get a knee brace. It feels like the kneecap itself is trying to escape.
Continue reading “Of Knees and Knitting”
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