14,283 Days Alive
2 Slices of Pizza Eaten
Today was a day. Not good, not bad, just was.
And that’s all I’ve got today.
Take your meds, folks.
14,283 Days Alive
2 Slices of Pizza Eaten
Today was a day. Not good, not bad, just was.
And that’s all I’ve got today.
Take your meds, folks.
14,282 Days Alive
1 Cracked Tooth
Spock had decided he is starving on the regular and has taken to, just in the last week or so, tipping the trash can and digging through it. Fucking brat cat.
Continue reading “Of Curry and Cats”Describe one habit that brings you joy.
One habit that brings me joy is that I crochet when I am stretched thin to help me ground and center in a creative manner.
14,280 Days Alive
67 Minutes of Initial Therapy Session
1 New Therapist Successfully Met
I’m fried like an over-hard egg straight from the griddle.
Continue reading “Of chips and Coping Mechanisms”14,279 Days Alive
I have a therapy appointment tomorrow evening. I’m fairly nervous about it.
But I need it, and am grateful to my brother for helping me out and finding the therapist for me.
14,278 Days Alive
592 Job Applications Put In
4 Interviews Attended
I’m trying so hard to keep going. But I’m so very tired.
I can at least make it to Friday. I can do that.
Spite don’t fail me now.
What traditions have you not kept that your parents had?
My parents were/are complicated people. I didn’t keep the bear young very young traditional, the multiple children by multiple partners, or succumb to drug addiction beyond repair traditions.
I do still drink a glass bottle of Coca Cola every Christmas, in honor of my late Daddy. That is one tradition I plan to keep.
Was today typical?
Overworked, in pain, anxious, nauseous, a little dizzy from a headache by the end of the day?
Yeah, today was typical.
How would you describe yourself to someone?
If I was going to describe myself to someone, personality-wise, I’d say cheerful, anxious, former imaginary friend, that is yarn addicted.
Maybe note that I change my hair color fairly often, have glasses, and am a Spoonie.
14,274 Days Alive
I am so goddamned tired of being in pain.
I think I’m angry about it, but mostly just tired of the misery that is being me.
Continue reading “Of Magic the Gathering and Misery”If you won two free plane tickets, where would you go?
That’s an easy one! I’d go to London, England, with Reffie. Because lots of reasons.
Or Rhode Island.
Either way, it would be a blast!
14,272 Days Alive
2 Garlic Bread Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Eaten
I did not feel like cooking this evening. Not proper cooking at least, with meat and veggies and a side. So I made a half dozen grilled cheese sandwiches for Dustin, Mac, and I.
Continue reading “Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese”14,271 Days Alive
6 AM Wakeup Call
I am utterly spent today. Worked through lunch and stayed late.
I’m just going to crawl under my weighted blanket and pass out.
Take your meds, folks.