What have you been putting off doing? Why?
I’ve been putting off finding a therapist, getting new glasses, and putting away laundry.
Mostly because of lack of finances, time, and energy.
Author: Theodora Vanyar
Writer. Artist. Laughter addict. Queer, Jew-ish, witchy, anxiety riddled, dealing with #BipolarDisorder, and fat. Oxford Comma FOREVER! All else is icing.
Prompt Answer: Grown Up
When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)?
Attending my divorce hearing.
Prompt Answer: A Million Dollars
If you had a million dollars to give away, who would you give it to?
If I had a million dollars to give away, it would go to one of my besties: J, Reffie, or Chele.
Prompt: Attempt without Failure
What’s something you would attempt if you were guaranteed not to fail.
If I was guaranteed not to fail, I’d take up woodcarving.
Of Pork and Progress
13,984 Days Alive
1.24 Pounds of Pulled Pork Made
1 Sink of 2 Cleared of Dishes
Well, work was stressful today. No more than usual now, but still, enough that eating made me nauseous.
Continue reading “Of Pork and Progress”Prompt Answer: Favorite Artists
Who are your favorite artists?
Of what medium????
Oil paints: Vincent Van Gogh, Salvador Dalí, and my bestie, J.
Yarn: Lucy from Attic24 and the gal who makes the skeleton blanket from Sixel Designs.
Words: Neil Gaiman, Mercedes Lackey, Sarah Addison Allen, and James Patterson.
Music: I could sooner name a favorite star in the sky.
Prompt Answer: Favorite Hobby
What is your favorite hobby or pastime?
It’s a toss up between writing and crocheting for what my favorite pastime is; but favorite hobby is definitely crocheting.
Prompt Answer: Lost Everything
What would you do if you lost all your possessions?
Well, friends, y’all might not have known this but I was homeless for over a decade.
I have lost everything. Down to my shoes.
I don’t wish it on anyone, at any time, but I do kind of wish I could fit everything I own into my car. As I now have a tiny little Ford Fusion, named Sherrinford, I don’t think I could do it.
Oh, well.
It doesn’t seem like I’m going to be moving again any time soon, thankfully. So my clutterbitch/maximalist ways will eventually need to be trimmed down. But not anytime soon.
Ciao for now!
Dinner last night
Prompt Answer: Out of Place
Tell us about a time when you felt out of place.
Oh my gods. I could ramble at length about feeing out of place on a regular basis. I have anxiety and I don’t like going new places without some preparation. Mostly though, I spent time with people well above my tax bracket and I’ve felt awkward as hell.
Prompt Answer: Sans Computer
Your life without a computer: what does it look like?
Miserable.
Prompt Answer: Like to Learn
What skill would you like to learn?
Legit, I want to learn how to juggle. I don’t know why, but it seems fascinating to me.
Prompt Answer: Life Details
What details of your life could you pay more attention to?
My dudes.
Guys, gals, and outside the binary pals.
Y’all.
I have one of the worst cases of ADHD and I am on the autism spectrum. Fucking most of my life is spent grasping at mental straw while powering through in a meatsuit that was designed with Sysyphus in mind.
I am incessantly in pain. And trying to focus through brain fog and fatigue. And have the attention span of gnat on cocaine at the best of non-hyper focused times.
Genuinely, I try so hard not to be bitter. I strive to be happy, be kind, be loving, be patient. But fuck if I can all the time.
What could I pay more attention to? The insides of my eyelids. I need more rest.
That’s what I’m off to do.
Take your meds, folks.
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