13,952 Days Alive
9,253 Books To Read
30 Someodd Spooky Cards to Make
1 Planned Project Tomorrow
I’m going to hang out with Tina tomorrow and make spooky cards! I’m super excited.
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13,952 Days Alive
9,253 Books To Read
30 Someodd Spooky Cards to Make
1 Planned Project Tomorrow
I’m going to hang out with Tina tomorrow and make spooky cards! I’m super excited.
Continue reading “Of Deities and Downloads”How do you relax?
I have anxiety. Relaxing is difficult.
But crocheting, cuddling, reading, and crafting can be relaxing.
If you had to give up one word that you use regularly, what would it be?
If I had to give up one word that I use regularly, I’d happily surrender the word “sorry” from my vocabulary.
I am an adult that grew up in a very… troubled family.
Are you holding a grudge? About?
Nope.
Share a story about the furthest you’ve ever traveled from home.
That’s a tough one. I’ve gone to New Orleans back in 2009? But normally when I’m traveling somewhere far, it’s pretty much to relocate. From Chicago to Florida, Florida to Texas and then back to Florida, and another round of the Florida to Chicago hop ended me in Indiana this time around.
So I guess the farthest I’ve ever travelled from home was the 09 spring break trip. And that was… let me look it up… 773 miles, give or take.
What does your ideal home look like?
My ideal home is a small cottage made of local stone, with a chimney jutting out of a dark, shingled roof. A Dutch-style front door would be almost always open to the good weather, season permitting. It would be cherry red and always open for friends. The floors would be made of wood. Perfect for sock skating and for laying down upon a plush rug in front of the massive hearth around the fireplace. The fireplace would be wood burning and cooking-functional, in a perfect world.
A guest room would double as a craft room, with a closet of relatively organized crafting supplies. A guest bath would have a lovely shower and a toilet. Homemade blankets would bedeck every couch, chair, and bed.
Speaking of beds, the master bedroom would have its own en suite bathroom, with a tub big enough for me to enjoy a good bath. And the master bedroom would be my little nest of blankets, pillows, and comfort items.
It would be a home. Mine and mine alone, even if I share it with Mellon or another hypothetical potential future partner.
Bookshelves with books and dust catchers, cat hair needing to be swept up once a week, and a garden that I barely have to do anything to (maybe I have a gardener, maybe I have my own Samwise Gamgee to tend it!) have it grow well.
Home is what I want more than anything.
What brings a tear of joy to your eye?
Family brings tears of joy, regardless of blood kin or chosen family.
Why do you blog?
Well, I’ll be honest.
This blog started as me ranting, being pissed off and angry and a whole bunch of other emotions, at being diagnosed bipolar. But I realized, slowly, that it wasn’t an emotional death sentence.
I’m still me. I’m just me with a label.
13,944 Days Alive
$75 for Insulin
4 Insulin Pens
J is coming! They’re almost here. I’m so excited.
We’re talking on the phone now while she’s driving in from Ohio.
I’m going to go read and chat with her more.
Take your meds, folks.
What daily habit do you do that improves your quality of life?
I take my meds and drink as much water as I can.
13,942 Days Alive
2 More Days Till Payday
1 Load of Laundry Done
Well, there was some serious fuckery with the doctor’s office, but I got it handled.
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4 Months Without Insulin Approval from My Health Insurance
I’m frustrated with the American healthcare system. It’s so broken. And I’m trying to keep my chin up, but damn is it hard.
I really don’t have more words in me right now. I hope my friends and family in Florida get through the hurricane safely and that tomorrow is a better day than today.
Take your meds, folks.