13,471 Days Alive
5+ Billed Hours at Work Today
I busted my ass off today at work. I’m not sure that it’ll help in the long run, but eh. I tried.
Continue reading “Of Ghosts and Goals”Of Ghosts and Goals
Category: Doctor appointment
Of Sleep and Sentiment
13,470 Days Alive
Today was a tired day. I slept until after noon today, recovering from the long week and being so social on Saturday.
Continue reading “Of Sleep and Sentiment”Of Sleep Depo and Sensitivity
13,465 Days Alive
1 Difficult Day
I fell asleep at my desk at work, accidentally. HR woke me up.
It was mortifying.
Continue reading “Of Sleep Depo and Sensitivity”Of Teeth and Terror
13,464 Days Alive
$1,817.00 of Dental Work to be Done
18 X-Rays Done
1 Very Stressful Day
I partially cracked a tooth eating at work today. Despite my literal terror at the thought of going to the dentist, I checked my insurance and made an appointment.
Continue reading “Of Teeth and Terror”Of Panic and Painting with Diamonds
13,449 Days Alive
If you’re someone new to this little corner of the universe, I have a lot of mental health issues. And some of them are kicking my ass and then handing it back to me on a platter.
Continue reading “Of Panic and Painting with Diamonds”Of Crying and Care
13,438 Days Alive
I spent most of today miserable. Snuck off to cry more than once.
I literally can’t get into why right now, but sufficiently stated: I am under a lot of stress right now.
Continue reading “Of Crying and Care”Of Time and Target
13,407 Days Alive
I loathe Daylight Savings Time. Entirely. I don’t get why we cling to some archaic vestige of candlelight-driven history.
Continue reading “Of Time and Target”Of Pesto and Pests
13,405 Days Alive
Well, I tried pesto this evening. I didn’t like it. Or maybe I didn’t like the application of it? I’m not sure, but pesto flatbreads and I are meh.
Continue reading “Of Pesto and Pests”Of Desperation and Depression
13,394 Days Alive
909 Days Straight on Duolingo
I spent forty seven minutes on hold with 211 today. That’s the local suicide prevention hotline. I tried going to a local crisis center but they turned me away and told me to call 211.
Continue reading “Of Desperation and Depression”Of Doctors and Dissatisfaction
13,383 Days Alive
$349.95 for my Basaglar
9.3 A1C
1 Disappointed Me
So. I still can’t afford my insulin. I refuse to pay $349.95 for it. It’s the principle of the matter as well as I just don’t fucking have it.
Continue reading “Of Doctors and Dissatisfaction”Of Soup and Simplicity
13,351 Days Alive
1 Therapy Seasion
DW came over this evening to break bread with us. I made slow cooker loaded baked potato soup. It was okay.
Continue reading “Of Soup and Simplicity”Of Sniffles and Songs
13,346 Days Alive
2 Musicals Watched Featuring Tim Curry
I got a Covid test today because I have some major sinus congestion and a cough. Thank the gods it was negative but they have no clue what is wrong with me. It wasn’t the flu either.
I’m just glad it’s not COVID.
Continue reading “Of Sniffles and Songs”Of Achievement and (Possible) Arrhythmia
13,320 Days Alive
835 Days Straight on Duolingo
8.6 A1C
1 Possible Cardiac Issue
Trigger warning: discussion of sexual assault survival.
So. I went to the doctor today. Good news: I lost three pounds, my A1C is down to 8.6 from eleven point something. Bad news: I may have to do without caffeine and other stimulants like my Adderall due the possibility of an arrhythmia.
Continue reading “Of Achievement and (Possible) Arrhythmia”
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