12,546 Days Alive
3rd Day of NaNoWriMo
I don’t know what’s up with me today. I’m just not having a good brain day when I really should be.
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3rd Day of NaNoWriMo
I don’t know what’s up with me today. I’m just not having a good brain day when I really should be.
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The weather was lovely today. Dreary rain and slightly blustery. I loved it.
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I can’t seem to shake this headache. I’ve had it since yesterday afternoon.
I know it’s not from lack of caffeine or water. If I got any more hydrated, my kidneys would float! I think I’ll try taking more ibuprofen when I go to bed, see if that helps.
In better news, my diabetes is officially under control with meds and the dietary changes I’ve made! My A1C, which was a 10.3 in April, is down to a 6.8! I still have to take my meds and watch what I eat, but now I know I can effect positive change on my life. It’s not yet more lost weight, but it’s a damn good start.
I’m going to go practice on Duolingo and maybe read some? I’ve been wanting to catch up on my #200Book Challenge.
Take your meds, folks!
12,484 Days Alive
1,041 Words Written
1 Book Read
Oh man did I just finish a trippy book. Review out sometime in the next few days. It was a weird one, but not in a completely terrible kind of way?
I’m just trying to not freak out about tomorrow.
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17 Second EKG
2 X-rays Taken
Today I thought I was having a heart attack at work. Spoilers: I wasn’t.
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1 More Night till Payday
I’ve not much to say today. Went to go see my psych doctor this afternoon and my brain is fried.
Good night.
12,366 Days Alive
7,720 Books to Read
1 Metaphoric Spoon Left
I’m still awake somehow. I got some sleep last night, but it feels like of no quality.
12,359 Days Alive
7,531 Books to Read
I must be getting ready to get run over by my menstrual cycle, coz I feel like crap and would willingly kidney punch someone for some goddamned Andy’s hot fry chips or Cheetos.
12,239 Days Alive
14 Square Centers Started
4 Dresses Heading My Way
2 Meds Adjusted
1 Doctor Appointment Attended
Today was a mixed bag of amazing and exhausting.
12,237 Days Alive
I feel… terrible. My head has been hurting all day. I’m out of ibuprofen. The deodorant I just got isn’t working and hurts. I’m… not okay. And that’s okay. I have a follow up appointment with the psych doctor on Wednesday. I can make it till then, I think.