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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Depressed

Of Plum and Progress (Or lack there of)

April 13, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,073 Days Alive

I didn’t get a single thing done today at work that I wanted to. I’m phenomenally frustrated.

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Of Grilled Cheese and Games

April 12, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,072 Days Alive

So… apparently the fact that I associate colors/sensations/music with people is outside the norm. I was talking about it with Gwendolyn and J this evening.

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Of Yarning and Yawning

April 11, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,071 Days Alive

12 Days to Finish Baby Alice’s Blanket

5 Hours Overslept

I got up at six a.m. to feed Spock, as per my usual. However, I slept terribly last night and decided to go back to bed. I slept until 11a.m. I guess I needed it.

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Of Hobbies and Home

April 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,062 Days Alive

2 Necklaces Made

1 Bowl of Ramen Eaten

I got to see Sparrow today! Fen and I met up with them for lunch with their significant other, Patrick. We went to the ramen house just down the street that is very COVID-precaution compliant.

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Of Chipotle and Catharsis

March 29, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,056 Days Alive

I am not up to this tonight. I’m upset and stressed and just… not up to it. I’m going to go meditate.

Take your meds, folks; and hug your loved ones as often as you can.

Of Distress and Diagnosis

March 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,051 Days Alive

So not only did I wake up around two a.m. violently ill, I also had a telehealth doctor appointment today. And I have a new diagnosis.

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Of Chimichangas and Crafting

March 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,046 Days Alive

I actually did something artsy today! Fen got a new crafting toy and we were both playing with it.

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Of Practical Magic and Picnic Tables

March 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,042 Days Alive

3 Butter Tarts Eaten

1 Old Favorite Shared with Fen

Somehow, despite knowing me for almost a decade, Fen had never seen the movie Practical Magic. Until tonight! We watched it and they really enjoyed it.

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Of Mondays and Mileage

March 8, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,036 Days Alive

195 Miles Driven Today

6 Hours of my Life I’ll Never Get Back

4 Hours Alone in the Car

2 Hours of Testing

1 Bowl of Curry for Dinner

Had the ADHD testing done today in Maitland. 97 miles away. Ugh. Dr Fyffe didn’t even bother to meet me, which kind of pissed me off. I got assistant Joy who was nice enough, in an unflavored oatmeal kind of way.

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Of Laundry and Living Rooms

March 6, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,034 Days Alive

1.5 Loads of Laundry Done

1 Living Room Reorganized

I spent most of my day relaxing. Be it with just Spock and myself or with Sparrow, Fen, and I, today was just a chill day.

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Of Prescriptions and Princesses

March 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,033 Days Alive

3 Cookie Dough Flautas Eaten

2 New Prescriptions

1 Long Day

My arm still hurts like the dickens from my COVID vaccination. But I’m not noticing any ill effects from it otherwise. Except being more tired than usual, but that would be lack of sleep.

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Of Shots and Sleeping

March 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,032 Days Alive

I went to bed over an hour ago. I’m still not asleep. I know I’m tired. I even took meds to sleep. My arm is a little sore from where they gave me my second Covid vaccine shot.

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Of Tears and Tacos

March 3, 2021March 3, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,031 Days Alive

I had my meds doctor appointment today. I was honest about how much I’m struggling and how suicidal I am.

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