Prompt Answer: Life Details

What details of your life could you pay more attention to?

My dudes.

Guys, gals, and outside the binary pals.

Y’all.

I have one of the worst cases of ADHD and I am on the autism spectrum. Fucking most of my life is spent grasping at mental straw while powering through in a meatsuit that was designed with Sysyphus in mind.

I am incessantly in pain. And trying to focus through brain fog and fatigue. And have the attention span of gnat on cocaine at the best of non-hyper focused times.

Genuinely, I try so hard not to be bitter. I strive to be happy, be kind, be loving, be patient. But fuck if I can all the time.

What could I pay more attention to? The insides of my eyelids. I need more rest.

That’s what I’m off to do.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Soup and Sleep

13,906 Days Alive

3.25 Cups of Chicken Stock

1 Pound of Mushrooms

So, I really need to get to bed. But I made mushroom and onion soup and Caesar salad for dinner. It was delicious and took less than an hour.

Now, I overslept by an hour today, so I’m going to bed now.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Texting and Trials

13,853 Days Alive

The Crisis Hotline was less than helpful today. They hung up on me when I called. But I’m going to assume technical difficulties.

I’m still here. I’m taking my meds, reaching out to talk to people when I’m struggling.

That’s all I’ve got today.

Take your meds, folks.