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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Of Collateral and Cars

February 19, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,481 Days Alive

2 Vehicles Test Driven

I test drove two cars today: a 2021 Mitsubishi Mirage and a 2020 Ford EcoSport. The Mirage was awful.

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Of Skyrim and Sad Days

February 17, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

63,595 Miles on Sherrinford the Ford Focus

14,479 Days Alive

1 Fond, Tearful Farewell

Well, I said goodbye to my Ford Focus today and returned the rental that my insurance covered for me for three whole days after m car was declared a total loss. Three days.

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Of Completion and Concern

February 16, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,478 Days Alive

2 Inches of Fresh Snowfall

1 Blanket Finished

I’m still terrified everything is going to go wrong. Anxiety sucks.

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Of Morals and Morning Light

February 15, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,477 Days Alive

2 Days Till I Return the Rental

1 Level Gained on my Pathfinder Character Moralee Grey Morrowind

I have hope. It means waiting till Tuesday to possibly get a new car, but there is finally hope.

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Of Towing and Taxes

February 10, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,472 Days Alive

$44.73 Spent on Medication

4 Mega Stuffed Oreos Eaten

2 Rows Left on the Border of Axton’s Blanket

The man who towed my car to the repair shop was a walking, delightful, chain-smoking stereotype. Marlboro Red 33s smoking guy named ‘Joe’ who called me “little lady” and “miss ma’am” during our approximately forty-five minutes together.

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Of Anger and Accidents

February 8, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,470 Days Alive

Posts go live easier if you remember to hit “publish”.

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Of Egg Rolls and Effort

February 7, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,469 Days Alive

1 Stressful Day

I survived today despite the universe’s half-hearted attempts to the contrary.

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Rounds and Rest

February 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,464 Days Alive

4 Rows Left on Axton’s Blanket

1 On Purpose Nap Taken

Not a lot to say tonight. Mac is feeling under the weather and I’m just exhausted. I’m going to bed early.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Kittens and Kerfuffles

February 1, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,463 Days Alive

4 Rows Left on the Current Crochet Project

1 Hour Spent with a Kitten in My Lap

I felt relatively well rested when I pulled myself out of bed around half past seven this morning. High pain day had me going back to sleep around nine till noon.

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Of Rainfall and Restrictions

January 30, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,461 Days Alive

3 Corndogs Eaten

1 Tired Me

I have to get labs done next week. And hopefully it will point out why I’m so continually exhausted.

I don’t have spoons to blather about life tonight.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Hair Color and Ham

January 29, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,460 Days Alive

1,920 Days Straight on Duolingo

12 Ham and Cheddar Hawaiian Roll Slider Sandwiches Made

1 Bottle of Crème Bleach Used

I colored my hair tonight. A sacrifice to the mental health gods.

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Of Mexican-ish and Mondays

January 27, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,458 Days Alive

3 American-Style Tacos Eaten for Dinner

Not much to report today.

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Of Existencial Dread and Ex-Wives

January 24, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,455 Days Alive

5 Years Divorced as of 23rd April of This Year

2nd Place in Tonight’s Magic: The Gathering Game

1.5 Years Since Mom Died

1 Chocolate Coke Float Imbibed

I’m not doing great tonight. In the last few days, a bunch of people have brought up my ex-wife in conversation. It happened again today.

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