Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,331 Days Alive
3 Hours of Poker Research
1 Breadstick Eaten
I’m getting a tooth pulled tomorrow. It’ll be the first time in over a decade I’m getting a tooth pulled and I am, as the title implies, apprehensive as fuck.
Continue reading “Of Apprehension and Applesauce”
14,330 Days Alive
2 Accidental Naps This Morning
1 Churro Eaten
I’m trying so hard to stay awake during out Pathfinder game. I’m trying not to drink the other Monster we have (zero sugar) because I want to be functional tomorrow for the Autumnal Equinox.
Continue reading “Of Caramel Churros and Changing Seasons”What’s your all-time favorite album?
The soundtrack from Baz’s Gatsby!!!
14,328 Days Alive
10 Hours Worked Today
I bleached my hair this evening. It looks…. Well, ready for color, that’s for sure.
I’m toasted levels of burnt out. Like blackened toast.
I’m going to bed. Take your meds, folks.
14,327 Days Alive
72 Requests Logged Today at Work
1 Story Begging to be Written
So. Y’all ought to know by now I am of the witchy persuasion. Kitchen, candle, and divination focused with a dash of just being more crafty than witchcrafty.
Let me explain how pizza is a prosperity spell.
Continue reading “Of Elaboration and Exhaustion”
14,326 Days Alive
1 Med Stopped
Pizza is a prosperity spell.
That’s what we had for dinner.
Maybe changing back to my old birth control will make tomorrow suck less.
Take your meds, folks.
14,325 Days Alive
2 Meds Picked Up
1st Day of the Full Moon
Well, I finally have my generic Lyrica again. Been out for three days due to shipping fuckery at the pharmacy.
Continue reading “Of Pregabalin and Pork Loin”
14,324 Days Alive
10 Chicken Nuggets Eaten
2 Naps Taken Today
This new birth control is not doing anything to prevent cycles. I know my body is still getting used to it but I HATE it.
Continue reading “Of Nuggies and Nodding Off”
14,323 Days Alive
3 Days into This Mental Funk
I am stuck in this endless negative feedback loop. In angry and I don’t quite know why.
Continue reading “Of Recovery and Rage”
14,321 Days Alive
9 Hour Day without a Lunch Break
Tomorrow is Friday the 13th! Maybe I’ll buy a lotto ticket. It’s my favorite lucky day.
Continue reading “Of Triskaidekaphobia and Totally Burnt Out”What are you doing this evening?
Skipped dinner because I’m not hungry, crocheted a bit, listening half-heartedly to the presidential debate and finding myself wrestling with the terrible reality that he might win again because he is a hate mongering shit heel.
14,318 Days Alive
Nothing went to plan today.
I’m not doing well. But I hope to pick up again tomorrow.
Take your meds, folks z
14,317 Days Alive
2 Pancakes Eaten
We went to IHOP for lunch today. I behaved, mostly, but I did use sugar free syrup on my two pancakes. I didn’t get the seasonal flavor because it had tons of sugar.
Continue reading “Of Pancakes and Pizza”
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