Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,369 Days Alive
It’s J and Charles’ ninth wedding anniversary , J’s *mumbles a number because you never tell a lady’s age* birthday, and Mac’s and my second anniversary of dating tomorrow.
I’m stuck on sad. My Papa B isn’t really talking to me. My bio donor is about as communicative as a Philly cheesesteak sandwich unless I reach out repeatedly. And I’m missing Daddy.
Im gonna go snuggle Mac and be sad.
Take your meds, folks.
14,367 Days Alive
2 Ingredients Shy for Dinner
Not much to say tonight. Kinda depressed and frustrated.
Take your meds, folks.
14,362 Days Alive
47 Minutes Spent in Therapy
I’ve got the first repeat of the newest blanket I’m working on done. It’s the display photo of tonight’s post. I managed to keep the pattern correct from memory while in therapy today.
Continue reading “Of Griddle Stitch and Garlic Bread Grilled Cheese”
14,355 Days Alive
1 Positive Covid Test
No fever, mild body aches, coughing, sinus congestion, higher than normal fatigue, and a positive Covid test has revealed what is wrong with me currently.
I am frustrated. I can’t snuggle with Mac lest I get him sick, and I don’t want to run the risk so I’ve been masked up for over 12 hours now.
Fuck being awake right now.
Take your meds, folks.
14,354 Days Alive
4th Skein Started on Xypher’s Rainbow Round Ripple
2 Days Till My Therapy Session
1 Sore Throat
It ain’t COVID, but it hurts to swallow and speak. So that’s fun. I don’t have a fever, or more body aches than normal, but I’m more tired than usual.
Continue reading “Of Pickles and Persnickety”
14,353 Days Alive
4 Pieces of Chicken Quesadilla Eaten
2 Diet Cream Soda Imbibed
1 Pleasant Meet Up
I was social!!!!
The local former-NaNoWriMo group had two new friends for me to meet at this local pizza tavern and game store aptly named Slice And Dice.
Continue reading “Of New Friends and Neurosis”
14,350 Days Alive
2 Wasps Killed By My Roommate Dustin
1 Order of Orange Chicken, Extra Spicy
We had Chinese from the local joint tonight. It was good.
Continue reading “Of Wasps and Wonton Soup”
14,349 Days Alive
2 Ultrasounds Taken
1 Candle Burning
Today was… difficult to say the least. First world problems of being in pain because of a simple medical procedure.
Continue reading “Of Scents and Safety”
14,348 Days Alive
I’m praying for my loved ones in Florida right now. Hurricane Milton is kicking the state’s ass. Over 122 tornado warnings so far and it’s only just now coming onshore.
I pray all my friends and family make it through the storm all right.
Take your meds, folks.
14,346 Days Alive
I am worried for my Florida friends and family. Milton looks like it could erase a good part of the West Coast right now.
I can’t do anything but pray everyone makes it through okay.
Made soup for dinner: loaded baked potato.
Take your meds, folks.
14,343 Days Alive
Spending the evening with Mac.
Doing okay.
Still in pain.
Take your meds, folks.
14,342 Days Alive
16 Levels Gained on my Necromancer in D4
3 Doses of Acetaminophen Taken
I am in pain, layers of pain. Like a pain parfait, but without the enjoyment of it.
Continue reading “Of Language and Leveling”
14,340 Days Alive
638 Days Since I Moved to Indiana
0 Days Since I’ve Been Blown Off By Supposed Friends
I literally want to cry. I’m so goddamned lonely. I have Mac. My online friends. Chele, J, Reffie. And I guess I do have one “analog” friend here, Tina. But I met her through Mac and having one friend who isn’t a hugger much is like, killing me.
Continue reading “Of Loneliness and Lacking”
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