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Category: Day Off

Of Sausage Calzone and Showers

October 5, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,344 Days Alive

3 Pieces of Calzone Eaten

1 Shower Taken

I hadn’t taken a shower in two days due to depression. But damn if I didn’t feel better afterwards.

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Of Vomit and Video Games

September 29, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,338 Days Alive

1 Shower Taken

My stomach is quite unhappy today. So is the rest of me, to be honest. My face hurts, my shoulder hurts where I landed on it yesterday, and my cramps are killing me.

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Of Out of Office and Open Wounds

September 25, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,334 Days Alive

1 Day Taken to Heal

My face was ridiculously swollen this morning. Like couldn’t fit my glasses on. Got antibiotics from the dentist and iced it for hours, thirty on thirty off.

I’m so tired of being in pain.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Apprehension and Applesauce

September 22, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,331 Days Alive

3 Hours of Poker Research

1 Breadstick Eaten

I’m getting a tooth pulled tomorrow. It’ll be the first time in over a decade I’m getting a tooth pulled and I am, as the title implies, apprehensive as fuck.

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Of Caramel Churros and Changing Seasons

September 21, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,330 Days Alive

2 Accidental Naps This Morning

1 Churro Eaten

I’m trying so hard to stay awake during out Pathfinder game. I’m trying not to drink the other Monster we have (zero sugar) because I want to be functional tomorrow for the Autumnal Equinox.

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Of Nuggies and Nodding Off

September 15, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,324 Days Alive

10 Chicken Nuggets Eaten

2 Naps Taken Today

This new birth control is not doing anything to prevent cycles. I know my body is still getting used to it but I HATE it.

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Of Recovery and Rage

September 14, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,323 Days Alive

3 Days into This Mental Funk

I am stuck in this endless negative feedback loop. In angry and I don’t quite know why.

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Of Pancakes and Pizza

September 8, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

14,317 Days Alive

2 Pancakes Eaten

We went to IHOP for lunch today. I behaved, mostly, but I did use sugar free syrup on my two pancakes. I didn’t get the seasonal flavor because it had tons of sugar.

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Of Queso and Quizzical Natures

September 1, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,310 Days Alive

7 Levels Advanced in Diablo IV

3 New to Me Books from Half Price Books

Oh my gods am I delightfully exhausted. I spent most of the morning reading with Spock in bed. And then chatting with Mac for a bit before I hopped in the shower around. On thirty before I needed to leave to meet up with Tina!

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Of Kindness and Kitchen Witchery

August 31, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,309 Days Alive

4 Rows Worked on Clara’s Blanket

1 Pumpkin Cake Not Made today

I really want to make pumpkin bread. I was going to make it this morning, but my body decided I needed more sleep than I did to bake pumpkin bread.

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Of Seasoning and Sleep

August 11, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,289 Days Alive

12+ Hours of Sleep

5 Slices of Pork Loin Eaten

1 Restful Sunday

I slept the day away today. Just tired of pain and my cycle zapping what little energy I have most days.

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Of Curry and Cats

August 4, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,282 Days Alive

1 Cracked Tooth

Spock had decided he is starving on the regular and has taken to, just in the last week or so, tipping the trash can and digging through it. Fucking brat cat.

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Of Magic the Gathering and Misery

July 27, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,274 Days Alive

I am so goddamned tired of being in pain.

I think I’m angry about it, but mostly just tired of the misery that is being me.

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