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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Day Off

Of Unspoken Words and Umbrage

September 16, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,691 Days Alive

I am exhausted and overwhelmed and fucking drowning.

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Of Color and Classwork

September 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,689 Days Alive

17 Minutes of a Close Call

I published/uploaded my final assignment for this week seventeen minutes before it was due. Forty-five freaking minutes were spent fighting with pivot tables. Ugh.

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Of Lie Ins and Laid Off

September 13, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,688 Days Alive

80+ Job Applications Put In

$23.00 Spent on 26 Sliced, Freshly Made Donuts and Two Tubs of Whipped Cream Cheese

3 Cat Treats Stolen from Spock By Benny

1 Gradual Reduction of Shock

I think I’m ready to talk about what happened on Thursday. Prefacing with I am physically fine, I am mentally, emotionally, and fiscally fucked.

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Of Applications and Aggravations

September 7, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,682 Days Alive

2,134 Days Straight on Duolingo

65+ Job Applications Out in Less than Five Weeks

3 Hours Spent Searching for a Template that No Longer Exists

1 Full Moon

Oh my goodness. I have been a busy, busy person today!

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Of Full Moons and Frustration

September 6, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,681 Days Alive

15 Applications Put in Today

2 Discussion Board Posts

I am having a very bad pain day. I almost titled this “Frustration and Fuckery”, but went with something a little more PG.

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Of Rugs and Rest

September 1, 2025September 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,676 Days Alive

13 Skeins of Yarn Pulled from the Stash

I am not as tired as I could be. With it being Labor Day, In had today off! That was nice, as I was up past three a.m. cleaning, sorting, purging, and organizing my belongings.

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Of Nesting and Naps

August 31, 2025September 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,675 Days Alive

3 Art Pieces Hung

2 Curtain Rods Installed

Spock has been a sleepy boy all day. Lucky him!

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Of Macaroni and Manic?

August 30, 2025September 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,674 Days Alive

2,127 Days Straight on Duolingo

I went to bed after two am this morning. I woke up at 0629 on the nose. No reason at all. Could not go back to sleep no matter what I tried.

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Of Aches and Awakening

August 28, 2025September 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,672 Days Alive

435 of 435 Pages To Go In The Awakening

5 Rows into the C2C Baby Blanket I’m Currently Making

I am so ready for this upcoming three day weekend. The Full Moon isn’t until September 7th, but I am hoping that I am able to manifest a great deal of positive change before then.

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Of Denials and Discussion Board Posts

August 27, 2025September 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,671 Days Alive

2 Discussion Board Posts Done

1 Accidentally Long Nap

I still feel like absolute crap. My bones ache, my nose won’t stop running, my throat feels raw, and I am exhausted with every little movement.

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Of Altars and A Lot of Yarn

August 24, 2025August 25, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,668 Days Alive

2,121 Days Straight on Duolingo

Lucian and I spent a good two and a half hours this evening going through the massive amount of acrylic yarn that I have acquired over the years. I’m talking stuff from before my marriage to Stephanie in 2017.

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Of Scatterbrained and Shredded Cheese

August 9, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,653 Days Alive

2 Turkey Taco Rice Bowls Eaten for Dinner

1 Zero Sugar Cream Soda Enjoyed

Man, I could not get my brain to focus today. At all. Just.. shot.

I’m just going to go to bed. Try again tomorrow.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Peculiar Noises and Pickup

August 3, 2025August 15, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,647 Days Alive

4th Week of Class in the Books

1 Grocery Order Picked Up from the Store

Today was a hard day, both physically and mentally. I am burnt out and my body is just hurting. The left hip bursitis sucks. Finding comfortable ways to sit or stand or just exist is difficult.

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