Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
13,676 Days Alive
26 Books Planned to Be Read So Far
1 (Ugly) Updated Resume
Well, it looks like my days alive count got thrown off again. I don’t know how. I’m going to blame brain fog.
Continue reading “Of Starbucks and Starting Over”
13,672 Days Alive
1178 Days Straight on Duolingo
4 Years Since Daddy’s Passing
1 Cold Day
I met up with one of my siblings today to pass along my old Kindle to my mother. It went relatively well, though my sibling was over half an hour late.
Continue reading “Of Star Trek and Sadness”
13,671 Days Alive
It’s coming up on the anniversary of my dad’s death. I’m not doing okay. I’m having a rough go of it in many ways.
I’m just going to bed in self-defense.
Take your meds, folks.
13,638 Days Alive
2 Days Till NaNoWriMo Starts
1 Bag of Goldfish Crackers Gifted to Me
Had nothing but nightmares last night. Not shocked, but also quite… distressed.
Continue reading “Of Dreams and Diablo 3”
13,637 Days Alive
There was another death in my life.
I’m… sad? But not devastated. I’m watching Practical Magic and kind of zoning out.
I’m going to bed. I’ll write a proper entry tomorrow.
Take your meds, folks.
13,632 Days Alive
9 Days Till NaNoWriMo
TRIGGER WARNING: DISCUSSION OF ABUSE IN MULTIPLE FORMS
Ophelia, if you’re reading this, skip today.
So. Today was slammed at work. We were steady and short handed, so it was exhausting. In a mostly good way.
Continue reading “Of Owls and Oddities”
13,629 Days Alive
1,481 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland
1,134 Days Straight on Duolingo
12 Days till NaNoWriMo Starts
I discovered something new this evening while having a movie night with Mellon: I can’t stand Mr. Bean.
Continue reading “Of Meowing and Mr. Bean”
13,394 Days Alive
909 Days Straight on Duolingo
I spent forty seven minutes on hold with 211 today. That’s the local suicide prevention hotline. I tried going to a local crisis center but they turned me away and told me to call 211.
Continue reading “Of Desperation and Depression”
13,388 Days Alive
2.5 Hours of Sleep
1 Malfunctioning Body
Today is the twenty-second day of the second month in the year 2022. 22/2/22 if you’re using the non-American date order. Pretty groovy numerological thingie or something.
Continue reading “Of Twos and Tacos”
13,371 Days Alive
I had a rather long day today. Did dishes and laundry and fed the cat.
Continue reading “Of Lacking and Laundry”
13,370 Days Alive
1 New Squishmallow Added to my Collection of Stuffed Animals
I was deprived of a proper childhood. I grew up in an often hellacious, neglectful, and abusive home. So now I enjoy some simpler pleasures, like stuffed animals and doing origami, when stressed out.
Continue reading “Of Stress and Squishmallows”
13,369 Days Alive
1 Rotten Day
What do you miss the most when you lose someone? Their laugh? The inside jokes you had? The years of memories that you know will eventually fade to nothingness?
Continue reading “Of Sadness and Softness”
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