14,280 Days Alive
67 Minutes of Initial Therapy Session
1 New Therapist Successfully Met
I’m fried like an over-hard egg straight from the griddle.
Continue reading “Of chips and Coping Mechanisms”Of chips and Coping Mechanisms
Category: Fibromyalgia
Of Strength and Spite
14,278 Days Alive
592 Job Applications Put In
4 Interviews Attended
I’m trying so hard to keep going. But I’m so very tired.
I can at least make it to Friday. I can do that.
Spite don’t fail me now.
Of Magic the Gathering and Misery
14,274 Days Alive
I am so goddamned tired of being in pain.
I think I’m angry about it, but mostly just tired of the misery that is being me.
Continue reading “Of Magic the Gathering and Misery”Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese
14,272 Days Alive
2 Garlic Bread Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Eaten
I did not feel like cooking this evening. Not proper cooking at least, with meat and veggies and a side. So I made a half dozen grilled cheese sandwiches for Dustin, Mac, and I.
Continue reading “Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese”Of Oreos and Organization
14,262 Days Alive
I am stupidly depressed right now. I’ve no idea why, but literally I feel like I’m too depressed to function properly. I don’t want to eat. I’m forcing myself to hydrate.
Continue reading “Of Oreos and Organization”Of Spicy Stories and Sriracha Mayo
14,258 Days Alive
6 Bulgogi Beef Mandu Eaten
1 Very Long Day
I’ve been reading a lot lately. Using my Kindle Unlimited subscription for the best reasons. Smut, happily ever after, small town and somehow Canadian stories I can devour in a day and a half.
Continue reading “Of Spicy Stories and Sriracha Mayo”Of Pages and Pizza
14,223 Days Alive
3 Slices of Pizza Eaten
1 Book Started and Finished Today
I am feeling… quite terrible. I don’t know why. So I turned to an old comfort mechanism: reading.
Continue reading “Of Pages and Pizza”Of Agony and Acceptance
14,205 Days Alive
7 Taquitos Eaten
2 More Ibuprofen Popped
1 Pouty Spockers
I am in so much pain today. I am over wrung. Not enough butter over too much bread. But at least I’ve managed to not sleep the day away today?
Continue reading “Of Agony and Acceptance”Of Cardigans and Cinco De Mayo
14,191 Days Alive
2,046 Days Posting in a Row
2 Naps Taken Today
1 Burrito Bowl Eaten
I am approximately halfway through the back panel of Grandma Gator’s Crocheted Cardigan. I got maybe six or seven rows done today.
Continue reading “Of Cardigans and Cinco De Mayo”Of Bitterness and Bulgogi
14,178 Days Alive
$19.98 for 3.75 Lbs of Grapes!!!
4 of 354 Squares Made on Mac’s Mega Blanket
3 Bowls of Ground Beef Bulgogi Served For Dinner
1 Mild Headache
Well. I’ve hit my one year anniversary at my job as of last week. I’m hoping my annual review comes with a raise, no matter how insufficient it may be in comparison to the cost of living.
Continue reading “Of Bitterness and Bulgogi”Of Drawing and Dreary Weather
14,157 Days Alive
It was rainy most of the day. Lovely weather.
Continue reading “Of Drawing and Dreary Weather”Of Memory and Mothers
14,155 Days Alive
38 Years Since Valerie’s Death
1 Slice of Checkerboard Cake Eaten
Warning: THIS IS NOT A HAPPY POST.
Discussion of death, mourning, and other heavy shit. Read at your own risk.
Continue reading “Of Memory and Mothers”Of Blankets and Bumbling
14,141 Days Alive
140 Damage Done to a Bad Guy in Pathfinder 2e
37 Repeats Completed on Bernadette’s Blanket
1 Meal Eaten Today
I woke up around five am this morning and just doom scrolled on my phone for an hour and a half before falling back asleep.
Continue reading “Of Blankets and Bumbling”
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