14,328 Days Alive
10 Hours Worked Today
I bleached my hair this evening. It looks…. Well, ready for color, that’s for sure.
I’m toasted levels of burnt out. Like blackened toast.
I’m going to bed. Take your meds, folks.
Of Bleach and Bitching
Category: Fibromyalgia
Of Pregabalin and Pork Loin
14,325 Days Alive
2 Meds Picked Up
1st Day of the Full Moon
Well, I finally have my generic Lyrica again. Been out for three days due to shipping fuckery at the pharmacy.
Continue reading “Of Pregabalin and Pork Loin”Of Recovery and Rage
14,323 Days Alive
3 Days into This Mental Funk
I am stuck in this endless negative feedback loop. In angry and I don’t quite know why.
Continue reading “Of Recovery and Rage”Of Kindness and Kitchen Witchery
14,309 Days Alive
4 Rows Worked on Clara’s Blanket
1 Pumpkin Cake Not Made today
I really want to make pumpkin bread. I was going to make it this morning, but my body decided I needed more sleep than I did to bake pumpkin bread.
Continue reading “Of Kindness and Kitchen Witchery”Of Talk Therapy and Tiramisu
14,308 Days Alive
9 Minutes that My Therapist Was Late Today
2 Bowls of Zuppa Toscana Consumed
1 Lingering Headache
Heavy stuff herein. Frank discussion of sexual abuse, rape, and the mental trials of surviving both.
Had therapy today. Talked about a lot of the triggers I had flare up this week with my gynecological appointment.
Continue reading “Of Talk Therapy and Tiramisu”Of Hacienda and Half Price Books
14,296 Days Alive
$18.81 Under Grocery Budget
$5.99 Goblincore Coloring Book Purchased
2 Bottles of Clearly Canadian Purchased for the Nostalgia
1 Coloring Page Started
I bought myself a coloring book today while out with the Queerly Dearlies. $5.99 spent on myself, plus tax. But it made me bust out my colored pencils and a different coloring book.
Because I’m me.
Continue reading “Of Hacienda and Half Price Books”Of Seasoning and Sleep
14,289 Days Alive
12+ Hours of Sleep
5 Slices of Pork Loin Eaten
1 Restful Sunday
I slept the day away today. Just tired of pain and my cycle zapping what little energy I have most days.
Continue reading “Of Seasoning and Sleep”Of Curry and Cats
14,282 Days Alive
1 Cracked Tooth
Spock had decided he is starving on the regular and has taken to, just in the last week or so, tipping the trash can and digging through it. Fucking brat cat.
Continue reading “Of Curry and Cats”Of chips and Coping Mechanisms
14,280 Days Alive
67 Minutes of Initial Therapy Session
1 New Therapist Successfully Met
I’m fried like an over-hard egg straight from the griddle.
Continue reading “Of chips and Coping Mechanisms”Of Strength and Spite
14,278 Days Alive
592 Job Applications Put In
4 Interviews Attended
I’m trying so hard to keep going. But I’m so very tired.
I can at least make it to Friday. I can do that.
Spite don’t fail me now.
Of Magic the Gathering and Misery
14,274 Days Alive
I am so goddamned tired of being in pain.
I think I’m angry about it, but mostly just tired of the misery that is being me.
Continue reading “Of Magic the Gathering and Misery”Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese
14,272 Days Alive
2 Garlic Bread Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Eaten
I did not feel like cooking this evening. Not proper cooking at least, with meat and veggies and a side. So I made a half dozen grilled cheese sandwiches for Dustin, Mac, and I.
Continue reading “Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese”Of Oreos and Organization
14,262 Days Alive
I am stupidly depressed right now. I’ve no idea why, but literally I feel like I’m too depressed to function properly. I don’t want to eat. I’m forcing myself to hydrate.
Continue reading “Of Oreos and Organization”
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