Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,346 Days Alive
I am worried for my Florida friends and family. Milton looks like it could erase a good part of the West Coast right now.
I can’t do anything but pray everyone makes it through okay.
Made soup for dinner: loaded baked potato.
Take your meds, folks.
14,345 Days Alive
1,304 Words Written Today
25 Days till Halloween and My Anniversary with Mac
26 Inches From the Center of the Rainbow Round Ripple
4 Loads of Laundry to be Done
2 Years with Mac on Halloween
Despite being in a level seven pain cloud and being at a level six discomfort level, I managed to get a lot done today!
Continue reading “Of Autumn and Awesomeness”
14,340 Days Alive
638 Days Since I Moved to Indiana
0 Days Since I’ve Been Blown Off By Supposed Friends
I literally want to cry. I’m so goddamned lonely. I have Mac. My online friends. Chele, J, Reffie. And I guess I do have one “analog” friend here, Tina. But I met her through Mac and having one friend who isn’t a hugger much is like, killing me.
Continue reading “Of Loneliness and Lacking”
14,339 Days Alive
1 Kracken and Coke Zero Imbibed
I helped my roommate break down an old dresser today after work. We made it fit in the trash can with about a dozen well-placed kicks, stomps, and smashes.
Very cathartic.
Continue reading “Of Breaking Things and Booze”
14,338 Days Alive
1 Shower Taken
My stomach is quite unhappy today. So is the rest of me, to be honest. My face hurts, my shoulder hurts where I landed on it yesterday, and my cramps are killing me.
Continue reading “Of Vomit and Video Games”
14,331 Days Alive
3 Hours of Poker Research
1 Breadstick Eaten
I’m getting a tooth pulled tomorrow. It’ll be the first time in over a decade I’m getting a tooth pulled and I am, as the title implies, apprehensive as fuck.
Continue reading “Of Apprehension and Applesauce”
14,330 Days Alive
2 Accidental Naps This Morning
1 Churro Eaten
I’m trying so hard to stay awake during out Pathfinder game. I’m trying not to drink the other Monster we have (zero sugar) because I want to be functional tomorrow for the Autumnal Equinox.
Continue reading “Of Caramel Churros and Changing Seasons”
14,325 Days Alive
2 Meds Picked Up
1st Day of the Full Moon
Well, I finally have my generic Lyrica again. Been out for three days due to shipping fuckery at the pharmacy.
Continue reading “Of Pregabalin and Pork Loin”
14,324 Days Alive
10 Chicken Nuggets Eaten
2 Naps Taken Today
This new birth control is not doing anything to prevent cycles. I know my body is still getting used to it but I HATE it.
Continue reading “Of Nuggies and Nodding Off”
14,323 Days Alive
3 Days into This Mental Funk
I am stuck in this endless negative feedback loop. In angry and I don’t quite know why.
Continue reading “Of Recovery and Rage”
14,318 Days Alive
Nothing went to plan today.
I’m not doing well. But I hope to pick up again tomorrow.
Take your meds, folks z
14,317 Days Alive
2 Pancakes Eaten
We went to IHOP for lunch today. I behaved, mostly, but I did use sugar free syrup on my two pancakes. I didn’t get the seasonal flavor because it had tons of sugar.
Continue reading “Of Pancakes and Pizza”
14,310 Days Alive
7 Levels Advanced in Diablo IV
3 New to Me Books from Half Price Books
Oh my gods am I delightfully exhausted. I spent most of the morning reading with Spock in bed. And then chatting with Mac for a bit before I hopped in the shower around. On thirty before I needed to leave to meet up with Tina!
Continue reading “Of Queso and Quizzical Natures”
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