Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,338 Days Alive
1 Shower Taken
My stomach is quite unhappy today. So is the rest of me, to be honest. My face hurts, my shoulder hurts where I landed on it yesterday, and my cramps are killing me.
Continue reading “Of Vomit and Video Games”
14,331 Days Alive
3 Hours of Poker Research
1 Breadstick Eaten
I’m getting a tooth pulled tomorrow. It’ll be the first time in over a decade I’m getting a tooth pulled and I am, as the title implies, apprehensive as fuck.
Continue reading “Of Apprehension and Applesauce”
14,330 Days Alive
2 Accidental Naps This Morning
1 Churro Eaten
I’m trying so hard to stay awake during out Pathfinder game. I’m trying not to drink the other Monster we have (zero sugar) because I want to be functional tomorrow for the Autumnal Equinox.
Continue reading “Of Caramel Churros and Changing Seasons”
14,325 Days Alive
2 Meds Picked Up
1st Day of the Full Moon
Well, I finally have my generic Lyrica again. Been out for three days due to shipping fuckery at the pharmacy.
Continue reading “Of Pregabalin and Pork Loin”
14,324 Days Alive
10 Chicken Nuggets Eaten
2 Naps Taken Today
This new birth control is not doing anything to prevent cycles. I know my body is still getting used to it but I HATE it.
Continue reading “Of Nuggies and Nodding Off”
14,323 Days Alive
3 Days into This Mental Funk
I am stuck in this endless negative feedback loop. In angry and I don’t quite know why.
Continue reading “Of Recovery and Rage”
14,318 Days Alive
Nothing went to plan today.
I’m not doing well. But I hope to pick up again tomorrow.
Take your meds, folks z
14,317 Days Alive
2 Pancakes Eaten
We went to IHOP for lunch today. I behaved, mostly, but I did use sugar free syrup on my two pancakes. I didn’t get the seasonal flavor because it had tons of sugar.
Continue reading “Of Pancakes and Pizza”
14,310 Days Alive
7 Levels Advanced in Diablo IV
3 New to Me Books from Half Price Books
Oh my gods am I delightfully exhausted. I spent most of the morning reading with Spock in bed. And then chatting with Mac for a bit before I hopped in the shower around. On thirty before I needed to leave to meet up with Tina!
Continue reading “Of Queso and Quizzical Natures”
14,304 Days Alive
2 Doctor’s Visits Tomorrow
I’ve been writing again. A lot lately, trying to finish plotting out a story.
Continue reading “Of Pulled Pork and Plotting”
14,296 Days Alive
$18.81 Under Grocery Budget
$5.99 Goblincore Coloring Book Purchased
2 Bottles of Clearly Canadian Purchased for the Nostalgia
1 Coloring Page Started
I bought myself a coloring book today while out with the Queerly Dearlies. $5.99 spent on myself, plus tax. But it made me bust out my colored pencils and a different coloring book.
Because I’m me.
Continue reading “Of Hacienda and Half Price Books”
14,290 Days Alive
5,088 Words Written on a Star Trek Fanfic I Haven’t Titled Yet
2 Original Characters Important to the Story
Now, let me kick off by saying that 5k was not all written today. It was written over the last week. But still, words are words!
Continue reading “Of Olives and OCs”
14,286 Days Alive
9 Hour Workday Today
1 Still Cracked Tooth
I have yet to find a dentist that takes my dental insurance. It’s hella fucking annoying.
Continue reading “Of Cracks and Cuddles”
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