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Of Grilled Cheese and Green Apples

January 17, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,448 Days Alive

47 Minutes Spent in Therapy

2 Social Events this Weekend

1 Ophthalmologist Appointment Tomorrow Morning

What does it mean when you’re craving a Granny Smith apple? Probably some weird vitamin deficiency.

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Of Ophthalmologists and Overworked

January 16, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,447 Days Alive

1 Eye Doctor Appointment on Saturday

I’m so burnt out. I just want a day of rest. I don’t know when it will happen because I have to make up the half hour from Wednesday tomorrow morning.

Oh well.

I’m going to bed early.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Mushrooms and Mindfulness

January 15, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,446 Days Alive

45 Minutes Spent Caramelizing Mushrooms and Onions

2.3 Pounds of Ground Beef Cooked for Dinner

2 Days Till Therapy

I made burger rice bowls for dinner tonight. We burned through most of a jar of kosher dill pickles between the three of us.

It was pretty good, and I have leftovers for lunch tomorrow!

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Migraine Day

January 12, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

Will write more tomorrow.

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Of Snow and Shredded Chicken

January 10, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,441 Days Alive

10th Chapter of Crows at the Crossroads Beta Read

2 Shredded Chicken Chimichangas for Dinner

I work makeup today. For funies, why not? I don’t do it often, but maybe I should. I enjoy feeling better about myself, even if the dysmorphia kicks my ass sometimes.

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Of Corn Dogs and Costs

January 9, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,440 Days Alive

$1,800 A Month for ONE Medication without Insurance

3 Corn Dogs Baked for Mac for Dinner

$0.00 for the Same Medication with Insurance

Fucking American healthcare is a goddamned joke.

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Of Copays and Coupons

January 8, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,439 Days Alive

11 Chapters Written for Crows at the Crossroads

9.5 A1C Down from 11.8

1 New Medication to Start This Weekend

I’ve got a new mental health maraca (read: medication) to pick up tomorrow after work.

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Of Overwhelmed and Overworked

January 6, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,437 Days Alive

1 Pork Loin Oven Roasted for Dinner

I’m still reading Assistant to the Villain and I’m about halfway through it. I think I’ll be able to finish it in the next day or two.

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Of Water and Witchcraft

January 4, 2025January 4, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,435 Days Alive

4 Chapters Read of Assistant to the Villain

1 Witchy Meet Up Tomorrow

I’m exhausted from being anxious all day.

I’m for bed. We have hot water though.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Hot WaterHeaters and Hyperventilating

January 3, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,434 Days Alive

1 Broken Hot Water Heater

Welp. My anxiety is at a thousand percent.

We have no hot water. I’m going to take some meds to try and not hyperventilate because they’re going to try and DIY replacing the hot water heater tomorrow. It’s $500 for the hot water heater. And more for the tools and stuff to install it.

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Of Icy Days and Interviews

January 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,433 Days Alive

10% into Assistant to the Villain

8 Vídeo Interview Questions Answered

It’s snowing. I need to get up early to both clean off my car and give myself extra time to get to work tomorrow.

So, I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Pulled Pork and Politics

January 1, 2025January 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,432 Days Alive

6 Pieces of Bacon Eaten

3 Cakes of Yarn Wound

1 Yarn Bowl in Use

Mac and I went to breakfast with his younger brother this morning. He’s a bit of a right wing nut, but a pleasant person to burn an hour with if one has to be socia, so long as things don’t turn to political talk.

Except it did.

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New Year’s Eve 2025

December 31, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,431 Days Alive

366 Days Made through Alive

It’s New Year’s Eve! Less than an hour till The Gregorian New Year kicks off. Here’s hoping 2025 is one of gentle growth, laughter, and positive change.

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