14,283 Days Alive
2 Slices of Pizza Eaten
Today was a day. Not good, not bad, just was.
And that’s all I’ve got today.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Giggles and Groceries
Category: Life
Of Curry and Cats
14,282 Days Alive
1 Cracked Tooth
Spock had decided he is starving on the regular and has taken to, just in the last week or so, tipping the trash can and digging through it. Fucking brat cat.
Continue reading “Of Curry and Cats”Of chips and Coping Mechanisms
14,280 Days Alive
67 Minutes of Initial Therapy Session
1 New Therapist Successfully Met
I’m fried like an over-hard egg straight from the griddle.
Continue reading “Of chips and Coping Mechanisms”Of Therapists and Terror
14,279 Days Alive
I have a therapy appointment tomorrow evening. I’m fairly nervous about it.
But I need it, and am grateful to my brother for helping me out and finding the therapist for me.
Of Strength and Spite
14,278 Days Alive
592 Job Applications Put In
4 Interviews Attended
I’m trying so hard to keep going. But I’m so very tired.
I can at least make it to Friday. I can do that.
Spite don’t fail me now.
Of Magic the Gathering and Misery
14,274 Days Alive
I am so goddamned tired of being in pain.
I think I’m angry about it, but mostly just tired of the misery that is being me.
Continue reading “Of Magic the Gathering and Misery”Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese
14,272 Days Alive
2 Garlic Bread Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Eaten
I did not feel like cooking this evening. Not proper cooking at least, with meat and veggies and a side. So I made a half dozen grilled cheese sandwiches for Dustin, Mac, and I.
Continue reading “Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese”Of Perfume and Possibilities
14,271 Days Alive
6 AM Wakeup Call
I am utterly spent today. Worked through lunch and stayed late.
I’m just going to crawl under my weighted blanket and pass out.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Friends and Frumpiness
14,265 Days Alive
1 Failed Interview
I am utterly exhausted.
Continue reading “Of Friends and Frumpiness”Of Oreos and Organization
14,262 Days Alive
I am stupidly depressed right now. I’ve no idea why, but literally I feel like I’m too depressed to function properly. I don’t want to eat. I’m forcing myself to hydrate.
Continue reading “Of Oreos and Organization”Of Groceries and Grief
14,261 Days Alive
4 Mint Oreos Eaten
I am not doing great. We went grocery shopping today and I just… got slammed with a wave of grief.
Continue reading “Of Groceries and Grief”Sick Day
14.259 Days Alive
Down from exhaustion among other things.
Will write more tomorrow.
Of Spicy Stories and Sriracha Mayo
14,258 Days Alive
6 Bulgogi Beef Mandu Eaten
1 Very Long Day
I’ve been reading a lot lately. Using my Kindle Unlimited subscription for the best reasons. Smut, happily ever after, small town and somehow Canadian stories I can devour in a day and a half.
Continue reading “Of Spicy Stories and Sriracha Mayo”
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