Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,155 Days Alive
38 Years Since Valerie’s Death
1 Slice of Checkerboard Cake Eaten
Warning: THIS IS NOT A HAPPY POST.
Discussion of death, mourning, and other heavy shit. Read at your own risk.
Continue reading “Of Memory and Mothers”
14,142 Days Alive
1 Shamrock Shake McFlurry Consumed
I woke up with the beginnings of what I assume was a hormone-triggered migraine so I just went back to bed after I took my meds.
I’ve not done much of anything today, so I’m off to bed with no regrets.
Take your meds, folks.
14,141 Days Alive
140 Damage Done to a Bad Guy in Pathfinder 2e
37 Repeats Completed on Bernadette’s Blanket
1 Meal Eaten Today
I woke up around five am this morning and just doom scrolled on my phone for an hour and a half before falling back asleep.
Continue reading “Of Blankets and Bumbling”
14,136 Days Alive
3 Bowls of Nachos Made
1 Accidental Nap
I took today off in advance of my return from visiting J and Charles in Ohio because I knew I was going to be exhausted.
Continue reading “Of Van Gogh and Vacation Days”
14,127 Days Alive
2 Accidental Naps Taken
1 Load of Laundry Done
Well, I’m feeling mostly better. But I did absolutely fall asleep in my knitting earlier today.
Continue reading “Of Rest and Recovery”
14,121 Days Alive
3 Hours of Phasmophobia Played
Prefacing with it ain’t the ‘vid, I have a cold. I’ve not been feeling well for a few days. Even went to the doctor for it but basically got told “symptoms should go away within two weeks”. Ugh.
Continue reading “Of Coffee and Coughing”
14,120 Days Alive
2nd Place in Today’s Magic: The Gathering Game
It’s the Full Moon tonight. I am hoping to be able to do a spell tomorrow for more stability as I’m feeling very mentally stuck in quicksand. Or the Swamps of Sadness.
Continue reading “Of Full Moons and Fear”
14,106 Days Alive
38 Monster/Kitchen Sink Cookies Made
1 Beautiful Bouquet Received
I got flowers!!! A lovely bouquet of rainbow alstroemeria from my darling Mellon! That was honestly all I wanted for Valentine’s Day.
Continue reading “Of Baking and Bouquets”
14,100 Days Alive
2 Slices of Pizza for Dinner
Today was a nice, easy day. For which I’m grateful as I feel wretched physically.
Continue reading “Of Shouting and Sausage Pizza”
14,099 Days Alive
78 Rows into Bernadette’s Blanket
5 Chicken Tenders Eaten
We’re at Pathfinder tonight, as per usual. I’m utterly exhausted and basically propped up in a corner, crocheting and trying to keep my eyes open.
Continue reading “Of Chicken Tenders and Crochet”
14,086 Days Alive
5,077 Total Words Written on Fuckadoodledoo So Far
677 Words Written Today
17 Chicken Nuggies Eaten
14 Steps from the First to Second Floor that Keep Trying to Kill Me
So, today, I spent most of the day writing. Rather than leave the house and spent three to four hours at the grocery store and Costco, we ordered groceries.
Continue reading “Of Groceries and Gravity”
14,084 Days Alive
506 Words Written Today
2 Front Tires in Need of Replacement
I was too anxious to drive to dinner tonight.
Continue reading “Of Icy Roads and Ice Cream”
14,079 Days Alive
2,091 Words Written on Fuckadoodledoo
1 Grocery Store Trip Taken
-19 Windchil Right Now
It is so cold out right now. We’re home, safe and warm, and I’m so glad for Mellon.
Continue reading “Of Wind Chills and Wordsmithing”
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