Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,370 Days Alive
10 Hot Boneless Wings Eaten
2nd Anniversary of Being with Mac
1 Witchy New Year
Blessed Samhain, Happy Halloween, and to those that don’t like today, happy almost Friday.
Continue reading “Of Windy Nights and Wings”
14,369 Days Alive
It’s J and Charles’ ninth wedding anniversary , J’s *mumbles a number because you never tell a lady’s age* birthday, and Mac’s and my second anniversary of dating tomorrow.
I’m stuck on sad. My Papa B isn’t really talking to me. My bio donor is about as communicative as a Philly cheesesteak sandwich unless I reach out repeatedly. And I’m missing Daddy.
Im gonna go snuggle Mac and be sad.
Take your meds, folks.
14,367 Days Alive
2 Ingredients Shy for Dinner
Not much to say tonight. Kinda depressed and frustrated.
Take your meds, folks.
14,366 Days Alive
3 Hair Color Tubes Used
1 Sweet Surprise from Mac
I finally was able to color my hair!!
Continue reading “Of Radiant Orchid and Root Beer Gelati”
14,365 Days Alive
292 Gold Pieces
12 Boneless Buffalo Wings Eaten
2 Scoops of Super Chocolate Cake and Vanilla Ice Cream
1 Negative Covid-19 Test
I got to go to Pathfinder this evening!! I’m so excited. I also got to snuggle Mac so I’m so damn happy. The touch deprivation was hell, even with a weighted blanket.
Continue reading “Of Chocolate Cake and Cackling”
14,362 Days Alive
47 Minutes Spent in Therapy
I’ve got the first repeat of the newest blanket I’m working on done. It’s the display photo of tonight’s post. I managed to keep the pattern correct from memory while in therapy today.
Continue reading “Of Griddle Stitch and Garlic Bread Grilled Cheese”
14,361 Days Alive
1 Massive Bowl of Soup Eaten
I go back to work tomorrow. I’m both looking forward to it and not. I’ve had a migraine all day so I’m not feeling too great.
I’ll check in tomorrow properly, but now I’ve got to sort my meds and eat something.
Take your meds, folks.
14,360 Days Alive
10 Rows Crocheted
1 More Forced Day Off Due to COVID.
Well, my Covid-induced vacation has one more day in it. I can’t return to work until Wednesday. Bad for my paycheck, good for my mental health.
Continue reading “Of Goals and Goobers”
14,358 Days Alive
3 Attempts to Get Soup
1 Rage Nap
Today was a clusterfuck and all I wanted was chicken noodle soup.
Continue reading “Of Chicken Noodle Soup and Chucklefuckery”
14,355 Days Alive
1 Positive Covid Test
No fever, mild body aches, coughing, sinus congestion, higher than normal fatigue, and a positive Covid test has revealed what is wrong with me currently.
I am frustrated. I can’t snuggle with Mac lest I get him sick, and I don’t want to run the risk so I’ve been masked up for over 12 hours now.
Fuck being awake right now.
Take your meds, folks.
14,354 Days Alive
4th Skein Started on Xypher’s Rainbow Round Ripple
2 Days Till My Therapy Session
1 Sore Throat
It ain’t COVID, but it hurts to swallow and speak. So that’s fun. I don’t have a fever, or more body aches than normal, but I’m more tired than usual.
Continue reading “Of Pickles and Persnickety”
14,353 Days Alive
4 Pieces of Chicken Quesadilla Eaten
2 Diet Cream Soda Imbibed
1 Pleasant Meet Up
I was social!!!!
The local former-NaNoWriMo group had two new friends for me to meet at this local pizza tavern and game store aptly named Slice And Dice.
Continue reading “Of New Friends and Neurosis”
14,352 Days Alive
4 Small Slices of Jack’s Meat Lover’s Thin Crust Pizza Eaten
1 Early Anniversary Gift Received
I got hooks!! Mac bought me a rather expensive, really good ergonomic crochet hook set for our anniversary later this month. I’m so happy. I’ve never had Clover Amour hooks before but they’re so good!!
Continue reading “Of Hooks and Hugs”
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