14,573 Days Alive
53 Minutes In Therapy
I am not having a great week. It hasn’t been awful, but it’s not been fun.
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Category: CPTSD
Of Sirloins and Stress
14,573 Days Alive
2,029 Days Straight in Duolingo
Mac and I went out to dinner this evening. It was nice to get out of the house just the two of us. But there’s so much going on right now that I am just a ball of anxiety.
I know things will get better. I refuse to believe otherwise.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Countdowns and Candy
14,572 Days Alive
2,028 Days Straight on Duolingo
39 Days Till my 40th Birthday!
Did you know a serving of Red Hots is 25 pieces? I did, because I check the box. I ate 2/5ths of a serving after finishing my tasks for the evening. And for those caramel-inclined, a serving of Milk Duds is ten pieces, but five is what I usually eat.
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14,571 Days Alive
9 Video Lectures Watched
2.5 Pieces of Garlic Bread Eaten
1 Dinner I Didn’t Have to Make
I didn’t make dinner tonight!!! I’m so happy. I love cooking, don’t get me wrong, but Mac hasn’t made dinner yet this YEAR and I’m a little burnt out. Dustin made dinner for us and it was awesome.
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14,570 Days Alive
2,026 Days Straight on Duolingo
1 Massive Pot of Turkey Chili Made
I finished my homework before eight pm today. I am rather proud of myself for it.
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14,569 Days Alive
42 Days till my 40th Birthday
5.5 Lectures to Finish Listening To
I am on the mental struggle bus today. No focus, having to re-watch all of my lectures from earlier this week to try and do the assignments.
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14,568 Days Alive
3 Discussion Board Posts Made Today
1 Very Loud Brain Gremlin
I know I can be sensitive sometimes. It’s a thing. Like Rejection Sensitivity is a thing I struggle with. Psychology Today can define it way better than I can.
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14,566 Days Alive
2.5 Hours of Sleep Last Night
2 Discussion Board Posts Completed
1 Meal Skipped
Oh my goodness am I so glad today is over with. I am utterly exhausted. I didn’t fall asleep until after four a.m. this morning.
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14,565 Days Alive
1 Panic Attack
DW had flowers sent to the house today. Lovely orchids and some very similar-looking flower called dendrobium. I literally cried in happiness. And maybe a bit of
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14,563 Days Alive
41 Items on Our Grocery Order
5.25 Hours Spent Studying and Completing Homework Assignments
2 Slices of Grocery Store Pizza Eaten
1 Mild Headache
I need to manage my time a little better with school this week. I don’t like spending most of Sunday afternoon stuck at my computer re-reading chapters and listening to lectures at double speed.
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14,562 Days Alive
4 Birthday Gifts Given
2 Birthdays Celebrated
1 Full Moon Upcoming
Today was the birthday celebrations for Connor’s fifth birthday, which was yesterday, and Tina’s birthday, which happens to be tomorrow!
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14,561 Days Alive
Played a game on Steam with Mac. Super tired. Just trying to keep my head above water.
Strive to be happy was the line I said was my goal for the year. I’m still striving.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Practical Magic and Pickles
14,560 Days Alive
9,210 Ebooks Downloaded or Checked Out From the Library
484 Faxes Forwarded To Our Logger At Work
51 Days Till My 40th Birthday
2 Books I Am Waffling Between Reading
I got some homework done this evening, but not as much as I hoped to. I was in a whole lot of pain for some reason. Just general back ache and stomach pain. And then reality, realization, and annoyance set in.
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