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Category: CPTSD

Of Agony and Acceptance

May 19, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,205 Days Alive

7 Taquitos Eaten

2 More Ibuprofen Popped

1 Pouty Spockers

I am in so much pain today. I am over wrung. Not enough butter over too much bread. But at least I’ve managed to not sleep the day away today?

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Of Cardigans and Cinco De Mayo

May 5, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,191 Days Alive

2,046 Days Posting in a Row

2 Naps Taken Today

1 Burrito Bowl Eaten

I am approximately halfway through the back panel of Grandma Gator’s Crocheted Cardigan. I got maybe six or seven rows done today.

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Of Characters and Cupcakes

May 4, 2024May 4, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,190 Days Alive

3 Colors of Peppers Eaten

2.5 Hour Nap Taken

1 Hit, 1 Pathfinder Character Dead

Oof. I am le tired. I got up early this morning to help my friends Tina and Beau set up for the tiny human’s fourth birthday party. And then attended said party.

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Of Bitterness and Bulgogi

April 22, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,178 Days Alive

$19.98 for 3.75 Lbs of Grapes!!!

4 of 354 Squares Made on Mac’s Mega Blanket

3 Bowls of Ground Beef Bulgogi Served For Dinner

1 Mild Headache

Well. I’ve hit my one year anniversary at my job as of last week. I’m hoping my annual review comes with a raise, no matter how insufficient it may be in comparison to the cost of living.

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Of Drawing and Dreary Weather

April 1, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,157 Days Alive

It was rainy most of the day. Lovely weather.

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Of Memory and Mothers

March 30, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,155 Days Alive

38 Years Since Valerie’s Death

1 Slice of Checkerboard Cake Eaten

Warning: THIS IS NOT A HAPPY POST.

Discussion of death, mourning, and other heavy shit. Read at your own risk.

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Of Exhaustion and Eggs

March 25, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,150 Days Alive

6,023 Steps Taken Today

2 Slices of Pizza Eaten

I made it through the day on a single bit of Mountain Dew Zero.

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Of Shamrocks and Sensitivity

March 17, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,142 Days Alive

1 Shamrock Shake McFlurry Consumed

I woke up with the beginnings of what I assume was a hormone-triggered migraine so I just went back to bed after I took my meds.

I’ve not done much of anything today, so I’m off to bed with no regrets.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Blankets and Bumbling

March 16, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

14,141 Days Alive

140 Damage Done to a Bad Guy in Pathfinder 2e

37 Repeats Completed on Bernadette’s Blanket

1 Meal Eaten Today

I woke up around five am this morning and just doom scrolled on my phone for an hour and a half before falling back asleep.

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Of Pork and Pastimes

March 13, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,138 Days Alive

31 Repeats into Reffie’s Mama’s Blanket

1 2lb Pork Loin in the Oven

I’m crocheting for the next half hour while the one and done step pork loin cooks for the first half our in our oven.

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Of Van Gogh and Vacation Days

March 11, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,136 Days Alive

3 Bowls of Nachos Made

1 Accidental Nap

I took today off in advance of my return from visiting J and Charles in Ohio because I knew I was going to be exhausted.

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Of Beef and (No) Barley

March 5, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,130 Days Alive

$33.33 Spent on Dinner

6 Cups of Stock Used

2.05 Pounds of Stew Beef Cooked

1 New to Me Soup Recipe

So I used this recipe, sans barley, as the basis for dinner tonight. Mellon is sick and requested soup. So soup I made!

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Of Rest and Recovery

March 2, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,127 Days Alive

2 Accidental Naps Taken

1 Load of Laundry Done

Well, I’m feeling mostly better. But I did absolutely fall asleep in my knitting earlier today.

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