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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Depression

Of Housework and Hot Dogs

August 16, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,660 Days Alive

2 Chicago Style Hot Dogs Eaten

I am starting to try and get my room in order this weekend. I hope to build the bookcases and my altar tomorrow during daylight hours.

For now, it is time to sleep.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Reconnecting and Rest

August 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,658 Days Alive

2 Hours Spent Accidentally Napping

1 More Day Till Payday

I went home from work with a pretty bad headache today. I’m stressed because Nina is off tomorrow. My boss, Sarah, will be in-office.

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Of Gingerbread and Gino’s East

August 13, 2025August 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,657 Days Alive

2 Slices of Gino’s East Supreme Pizza Eaten for Dinner

1 Episode of Haunted Gingerbread Showdown Watched

Tonight was a low spoons night. We had pizza for dinner, watched an episode of the latest ridiculous seasonal baking show. And I did my initial Discussion Board posts for the week.

I am exhausted.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Bloopers and Boxed Mac and Cheese

August 11, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,655 Days Alive

2,755 Posts So Far

2,513 Days Since My Bipolar Diagnosis

4 Books Picked Up at the Library

We were talking about needing a laugh so we were telling each other about our favorite Carol Burnett moments. Mine is the “famous” elephant show blooper.

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Of Scatterbrained and Shredded Cheese

August 9, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,653 Days Alive

2 Turkey Taco Rice Bowls Eaten for Dinner

1 Zero Sugar Cream Soda Enjoyed

Man, I could not get my brain to focus today. At all. Just.. shot.

I’m just going to go to bed. Try again tomorrow.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Italian Ice and Idiocy

August 8, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,652 Days Alive

2.5 Pork Egg Rolls Eaten

1 Not-So-Fun Fact Learned Today

I want one of the blue raspberry ice cups we have in the freezer. But it’s not a good choice with it being minutes to midnight right now. So I shall refrain this time.

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Of Opinions and Options

August 6, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,650 Days Alive

533 Words Written for This Week’s Discussion Board Post

2 Slices of Pizza for Dinner

1 Ridiculous and Amazing Goodwill Purchase

Well. Today was an absolute shitshow. Just… didn’t sleep well, forgot to post last night’s blog entry before passing out reading, really rough day at work…

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Of Crying Jags and Chalupas

August 4, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,648 Days Alive

4 More Days till the Weekend

Edit: Son of a bitch. I fell asleep again.

I have not had a good day. Tonight is a Taco Bell for dinner kind of night. And a hot shower with a candle going.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Peculiar Noises and Pickup

August 3, 2025August 15, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,647 Days Alive

4th Week of Class in the Books

1 Grocery Order Picked Up from the Store

Today was a hard day, both physically and mentally. I am burnt out and my body is just hurting. The left hip bursitis sucks. Finding comfortable ways to sit or stand or just exist is difficult.

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Of Bursitis and Burgers

August 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,646 Days Alive

$10.00 Burger, Fries, and Pie Meal at Perkins

1 Cup Iced Vietnamese Coffee Enjoyed

I met a new friend today! Their name is Jazmine and they’re a local, queer writer. We met off BumbleBFF. I kind of refuse to just languish in an island of social isolation here.

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Of Taco Meat and Tomorrow Morning

August 1, 2025August 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,645 Days Alive

7 Tacos Purchased for Dinner

12 Hours Until I Go to Meet a New Friend

2 Bookcases Purchased

I have both therapy (8a.m) and a new friend meetup at a local coffee shop (noon) tomorrow! I am very excited about the latter and cautiously optimistic about the former.

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Of Overwhelming Workload and Oven-Baked Fries

July 30, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,643 Days Alive

70+ Requests Scanned into the System Today

13 Spam Fries Eaten

2 Garlic Brick Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Eaten

When we went to Ehlenbach’s Cheese Chalet about a week and a half ago, we picked up a few cheeses, including this delicious garlic cheese. We had an interesting, low spoons dinner this evening.

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Of Rough Days and Realizations

July 28, 2025August 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,341 Days Alive

101.3%/ 100% in My Current College Course

Today was very much a rough day for me. Don’t quite know why, but I made it through the day and am doing okay.

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