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Category: Disordered Eating

Of Winter Storms and Worries

February 11, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,473 Days Alive

2nd Day with Tempest, the Temporary Rental Car

1 Pot of Rigatoni and Meatballs Made

Mac is still under the weather unfortunately and I’m very worried about them. I took the. To the walk-in clinic after work. Spent pretty much my last $15.00 to get him meds. I hate being broke.

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Of Towing and Taxes

February 10, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,472 Days Alive

$44.73 Spent on Medication

4 Mega Stuffed Oreos Eaten

2 Rows Left on the Border of Axton’s Blanket

The man who towed my car to the repair shop was a walking, delightful, chain-smoking stereotype. Marlboro Red 33s smoking guy named ‘Joe’ who called me “little lady” and “miss ma’am” during our approximately forty-five minutes together.

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Of Tea and Take Out

February 6, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,468 Days Alive

3 Pieces of Calzone Eaten

No Hot Tea Drank

Mac got me unwell. It’s not Covid, Flu A, or Flu B, thankfully. So it’s just some sinus fuckery with a cough? I dunno. All I know is my throat is raw from coughing. and I sound like a person with a three pack a day habit right now, hoarse as hell.

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Of Walk-Ins and Woman in Black

February 3, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,465 Days Alive

1.75 Hours Spent at the Walk In

I’ve got a few library books I need to read before the end of the month. One of them is the novel “The Woman in Black”.

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Of Rounds and Rest

February 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,464 Days Alive

4 Rows Left on Axton’s Blanket

1 On Purpose Nap Taken

Not a lot to say tonight. Mac is feeling under the weather and I’m just exhausted. I’m going to bed early.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Kittens and Kerfuffles

February 1, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,463 Days Alive

4 Rows Left on the Current Crochet Project

1 Hour Spent with a Kitten in My Lap

I felt relatively well rested when I pulled myself out of bed around half past seven this morning. High pain day had me going back to sleep around nine till noon.

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Of Rainfall and Restrictions

January 30, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,461 Days Alive

3 Corndogs Eaten

1 Tired Me

I have to get labs done next week. And hopefully it will point out why I’m so continually exhausted.

I don’t have spoons to blather about life tonight.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Hair Color and Ham

January 29, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,460 Days Alive

1,920 Days Straight on Duolingo

12 Ham and Cheddar Hawaiian Roll Slider Sandwiches Made

1 Bottle of Crème Bleach Used

I colored my hair tonight. A sacrifice to the mental health gods.

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Of Lo Mein and Luck

January 28, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,459 Days Alive

I made lo mein and pot stickers for dinner this evening. Both from frozen but it was delicious, if not really enough food. But now I want to make lo mein from scratch.

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Of Mexican-ish and Mondays

January 27, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,458 Days Alive

3 American-Style Tacos Eaten for Dinner

Not much to report today.

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Of Knitting and Knives

January 26, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,457 Days Alive

2,312 Days of Blogging in a Row

4 Small Slices of Pizza Eaten

3rd Time Restarting J’s En Voyage Shawl

I’m out of the metaphorical spoons today, so only knives are left.

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Of Existencial Dread and Ex-Wives

January 24, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,455 Days Alive

5 Years Divorced as of 23rd April of This Year

2nd Place in Tonight’s Magic: The Gathering Game

1.5 Years Since Mom Died

1 Chocolate Coke Float Imbibed

I’m not doing great tonight. In the last few days, a bunch of people have brought up my ex-wife in conversation. It happened again today.

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Of Nausea and Not Good

January 20, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,451 Days Alive

Woke up at one am last night with food poisoning from the burger place I went to. Was not okay most of the day. Fell asleep after work watching Howl’s Moving Castle.

Now it’s back to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

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