14,274 Days Alive
I am so goddamned tired of being in pain.
I think I’m angry about it, but mostly just tired of the misery that is being me.
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Category: Disordered Eating
Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese
14,272 Days Alive
2 Garlic Bread Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Eaten
I did not feel like cooking this evening. Not proper cooking at least, with meat and veggies and a side. So I made a half dozen grilled cheese sandwiches for Dustin, Mac, and I.
Continue reading “Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese”Of Friends and Frumpiness
14,265 Days Alive
1 Failed Interview
I am utterly exhausted.
Continue reading “Of Friends and Frumpiness”Of Oreos and Organization
14,262 Days Alive
I am stupidly depressed right now. I’ve no idea why, but literally I feel like I’m too depressed to function properly. I don’t want to eat. I’m forcing myself to hydrate.
Continue reading “Of Oreos and Organization”Of Groceries and Grief
14,261 Days Alive
4 Mint Oreos Eaten
I am not doing great. We went grocery shopping today and I just… got slammed with a wave of grief.
Continue reading “Of Groceries and Grief”Of Spicy Stories and Sriracha Mayo
14,258 Days Alive
6 Bulgogi Beef Mandu Eaten
1 Very Long Day
I’ve been reading a lot lately. Using my Kindle Unlimited subscription for the best reasons. Smut, happily ever after, small town and somehow Canadian stories I can devour in a day and a half.
Continue reading “Of Spicy Stories and Sriracha Mayo”Of Hard Drives and Headaches
14,217 Days Alive
1 Movie Watched with my Roommates
We watched Abigail today. Hella fun, campy but twisted movie. 9/10 for sure.
Continue reading “Of Hard Drives and Headaches”Of Barnaby’s and Birthday Buddies
14,245 Days Alive
3 Slices of Pizza Eaten
2 Birthday Buddies
1 Blizzard Eaten
It’s my thirty-ninth birthday today.
Continue reading “Of Barnaby’s and Birthday Buddies”Of Grease and Gratitude
14,242 Days Alive
4 Rounds Completed on the Round Ripple
3 Days Till My 39th Birthday
2 Insulin Shots Given to Spock
1 Very Greasy Burger Eaten
I’m emotionally exhausted this evening.
Continue reading “Of Grease and Gratitude”Of Mourning and Money
14,241 Days Alive
$260 Spent on Spock’s Vet Visit
1 Crying Jag
Today is the one year anniversary of my mother’s passing. I’m… having complex feelings about it but it isn’t my only woe today.
Continue reading “Of Mourning and Money”Of Chicken Curry and Crocheted Cardigans
14,228 Days Alive
2 Sleeves Completed
1 Giant Pot of Chicken Curry Made for Dinner
Oh man, am I stuff and wrung out.
Continue reading “Of Chicken Curry and Crocheted Cardigans”Of Pages and Pizza
14,223 Days Alive
3 Slices of Pizza Eaten
1 Book Started and Finished Today
I am feeling… quite terrible. I don’t know why. So I turned to an old comfort mechanism: reading.
Continue reading “Of Pages and Pizza”Of Bourbon Chicken and Bumps
14,222 Days Alive
10 Rows Frogged on the Second Sleeve of Grandma’s Cardigan
3 Cluster Headache Attacks in the Last 48 Hours
1 Combo #23 Bourbon Chicken with Pork Fried Rice for Dinner
Okay. First thing’s first: I am still in pain. I’m still dealing with echoes of the migraine from Monday night/Tuesday morning.
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