Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,338 Days Alive
1 Shower Taken
My stomach is quite unhappy today. So is the rest of me, to be honest. My face hurts, my shoulder hurts where I landed on it yesterday, and my cramps are killing me.
Continue reading “Of Vomit and Video Games”
14,336 Days Alive
1 Margarita Had with Dinner
1/2 a Double Bacon Burger Eaten
Had therapy this evening. My therapist recommended something sweet or alcoholic or both to loosen up after the rough week I’ve had. So I had a margarita with dinner.
Continue reading “Of Bacon and Booze”
14,330 Days Alive
2 Accidental Naps This Morning
1 Churro Eaten
I’m trying so hard to stay awake during out Pathfinder game. I’m trying not to drink the other Monster we have (zero sugar) because I want to be functional tomorrow for the Autumnal Equinox.
Continue reading “Of Caramel Churros and Changing Seasons”
14,318 Days Alive
Nothing went to plan today.
I’m not doing well. But I hope to pick up again tomorrow.
Take your meds, folks z
14,286 Days Alive
9 Hour Workday Today
1 Still Cracked Tooth
I have yet to find a dentist that takes my dental insurance. It’s hella fucking annoying.
Continue reading “Of Cracks and Cuddles”
14,278 Days Alive
592 Job Applications Put In
4 Interviews Attended
I’m trying so hard to keep going. But I’m so very tired.
I can at least make it to Friday. I can do that.
Spite don’t fail me now.
14,272 Days Alive
2 Garlic Bread Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Eaten
I did not feel like cooking this evening. Not proper cooking at least, with meat and veggies and a side. So I made a half dozen grilled cheese sandwiches for Dustin, Mac, and I.
Continue reading “Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese”
14,265 Days Alive
1 Failed Interview
I am utterly exhausted.
Continue reading “Of Friends and Frumpiness”
14,261 Days Alive
4 Mint Oreos Eaten
I am not doing great. We went grocery shopping today and I just… got slammed with a wave of grief.
Continue reading “Of Groceries and Grief”
14,217 Days Alive
1 Movie Watched with my Roommates
We watched Abigail today. Hella fun, campy but twisted movie. 9/10 for sure.
Continue reading “Of Hard Drives and Headaches”
14,228 Days Alive
2 Sleeves Completed
1 Giant Pot of Chicken Curry Made for Dinner
Oh man, am I stuff and wrung out.
Continue reading “Of Chicken Curry and Crocheted Cardigans”
14,215 Days Alive
16 Rows Done on Sleeve #1 For Grandma’s Crocheted Cardigan
I’m exhausted so this will be short. I came home, made dinner, watched some trash television in the form of a home renovation show, and worked on Grandma Gator’s crocheted cardigan.
That’s the news.
Take your meds, folks.
14,205 Days Alive
7 Taquitos Eaten
2 More Ibuprofen Popped
1 Pouty Spockers
I am in so much pain today. I am over wrung. Not enough butter over too much bread. But at least I’ve managed to not sleep the day away today?
Continue reading “Of Agony and Acceptance”
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