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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Insomnia

Of Countdowns and Candy

May 20, 2025May 21, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,572 Days Alive

2,028 Days Straight on Duolingo

39 Days Till my 40th Birthday!

Did you know a serving of Red Hots is 25 pieces? I did, because I check the box. I ate 2/5ths of a serving after finishing my tasks for the evening. And for those caramel-inclined, a serving of Milk Duds is ten pieces, but five is what I usually eat.

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Of Tensions and Tortellini

May 19, 2025May 21, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,571 Days Alive

9 Video Lectures Watched

2.5 Pieces of Garlic Bread Eaten

1 Dinner I Didn’t Have to Make

I didn’t make dinner tonight!!! I’m so happy. I love cooking, don’t get me wrong, but Mac hasn’t made dinner yet this YEAR and I’m a little burnt out. Dustin made dinner for us and it was awesome.

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Of Chili and Confections

May 18, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,570 Days Alive

2,026 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 Massive Pot of Turkey Chili Made

I finished my homework before eight pm today. I am rather proud of myself for it.

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Of Struggles and Shower Chairs

May 17, 2025May 21, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,569 Days Alive

42 Days till my 40th Birthday

5.5 Lectures to Finish Listening To

I am on the mental struggle bus today. No focus, having to re-watch all of my lectures from earlier this week to try and do the assignments.

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Of Burrito Bowls and Brain Gremlins

May 16, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,568 Days Alive

3 Discussion Board Posts Made Today

1 Very Loud Brain Gremlin

I know I can be sensitive sometimes. It’s a thing. Like Rejection Sensitivity is a thing I struggle with. Psychology Today can define it way better than I can.

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Of Schoolwork and Sleepy Kitty

May 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,566 Days Alive

2.5 Hours of Sleep Last Night

2 Discussion Board Posts Completed

1 Meal Skipped

Oh my goodness am I so glad today is over with. I am utterly exhausted. I didn’t fall asleep until after four a.m. this morning.

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Of Dinosaurs and Desserts

May 10, 2025May 11, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,562 Days Alive

4 Birthday Gifts Given

2 Birthdays Celebrated

1 Full Moon Upcoming

Today was the birthday celebrations for Connor’s fifth birthday, which was yesterday, and Tina’s birthday, which happens to be tomorrow!

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Of Dawnsbury Days and Desiderata

May 9, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,561 Days Alive

Played a game on Steam with Mac. Super tired. Just trying to keep my head above water.

Strive to be happy was the line I said was my goal for the year. I’m still striving.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Knees and Knowledge

May 7, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,559 Days Alive

3 Articles Cited in APA Format

2 Discussion Board Posts Due Today

Edit: son of a bitch! Blog posts work better when you hit “post”.

Well! My left kneecap keeps clicking slightly out of place and I don’t know where my knee brace is. Ugh. This hasn’t happened in a while, but holy hell does it suck.

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Of Damnit All and Disappointment

May 6, 2025May 6, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,558 Days Alive

93.6% In My Claims Cycles Class

3 Days Till Payday

2 Bowls of Turkey Chili Eaten

–$26.11 in the Bank Till Friday

Well, fuck. I don’t often overdraft myself. But apparently. I have to rock being in the red until Friday because something pulled out when it shouldn’t have.

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Of Wings and Water

May 5, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,557 Days Alive

44 Requests Processed at Work

10 Hot Buffalo Boneless Wings Eaten for Dinner

1 Stop at the Dollar General for Groceries

I have a thing for fizzy beverages. I don’t quite know why. I just like the bubbles, I guess? Anyway, I went grocery shopping today, at the Dollar General. A single, 20 ounce bottle of pop was $2.50! Ridiculous.

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Of Wrapping Paper and Winging It

May 4, 2025May 5, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,556 Days Alive

2,013 Days Straight on Duolingo

So. I did a dumb thing and I did not complete about the last third of my homework until about an hour ago. Zero out of ten: do NOT recommend.

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Of Lingering Pain and Light Sources

May 3, 2025May 4, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,555 Days Alive

2,012 Days Straight on Duolingo

5.5 Lectures to Finish Before Midnight Tomorrow

1 New Study-Scented Candle Needed

The photo tonight is my desk setup for studying. Not the full thing, as I’d practically need to take a panoramic for the full L-shaped desk to be revealed.

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