14,684 Days Alive
8 Hours, 50 Minutes Working By Myself
7 More Jobs Applied For
My coworker Nina was out sick today. It was overwhelming.
Tomorrow will be better, right?
Take your meds, folks.
Of Overworked and Optimism
Category: Panic Attack
Of Workload and Wishes
14,680 Days Alive
5 Different Bottles of Herb-Infused Anointing Oil to Make Before the Full Moon on Sunday
4 Candle Sigils to Draft Before the Full Moon on Sunday
I feel very stretched thin. Relaxing feels pretty much absolutely impossible for me right now.
Continue reading “Of Workload and Wishes”Of Batty and Burgers
14,673 Days Alive
4 Movies “By Association”
1 Wendy’s Junior Cheeseburger Eaten as Part of Dinner
Okay, so, this might seem a little random but I really miss Robin Williams’ movies. I could rattle off more than a few of his movies off the top of my head. I could associate at least one role with a particular emotion, even. But holy fuck do I hate having depression in common with him.
Continue reading “Of Batty and Burgers”Of Altars and A Lot of Yarn
14,668 Days Alive
2,121 Days Straight on Duolingo
Lucian and I spent a good two and a half hours this evening going through the massive amount of acrylic yarn that I have acquired over the years. I’m talking stuff from before my marriage to Stephanie in 2017.
Continue reading “Of Altars and A Lot of Yarn”Of Bookshelves and Bedframes
14,666 Days Alive
3 Egg Rolls Eaten
1 Still Yet to be Built Bedframe
I did not have a good day… week… month? August has been fucking rough. I’m just tired. And whomever lives above us is blasting their television. Ugh.
I am going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Italian Ice and Idiocy
14,652 Days Alive
2.5 Pork Egg Rolls Eaten
1 Not-So-Fun Fact Learned Today
I want one of the blue raspberry ice cups we have in the freezer. But it’s not a good choice with it being minutes to midnight right now. So I shall refrain this time.
Continue reading “Of Italian Ice and Idiocy”Of Inconvenience and Incense
14,617 Days Alive
3 Bowls of Macaroni Purchased for Lunch
2 Small Boxes of Incense Bought at Cosmic Delights
1 Hug from a Stranger
We did a lot of errands today! First off was a stop at a local witchy store called Cosmic Delights. I picked up two $3 boxes of Super Hit and Sandalwood.
Continue reading “Of Inconvenience and Incense”Of Deletion and Dessert
14,616 Days Alive
2,471 Days Blogging on Postmark Wonderland
3 Day Weekend
1 Amazing Evening with Shark and Brian
My brother and his hubby took me out for a post-birthday, yay for new job dinner tonight! We went to a local hole in the wall called Parthenon Gyros. Brian bought us all dinner, a gyro plate with extra tzatziki sauce and Wisconsin cheese fries on the side for yours truly, which was super sweet of him.
Continue reading “Of Deletion and Dessert”Of Pasta and Pressure
14,608 Days Alive
3 Days Til My Birthday
2 Days Left At My Current Job
I am heavily medicated against my anxiety right now. And tired. And stressed.
But I got my homework submitted on time and am headed to sleep.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Salsa and Separation
14,607 Days Alive
4 Days Til My Birthday
1 Ice Cream Sandwich Eaten
I need to get an oil change tomorrow. And not perish from stress and anxiety.
Continue reading “Of Salsa and Separation”Of Chicken and Color Changes
14,590 Days Alive
2 McChicken Sandwiches with Pickle and Onion Eaten
I have been awake since 0550 this morning. Spock was a super clingy baby this morning and I kept having nightmares.
Continue reading “Of Chicken and Color Changes”Of Lectures and Laundry Hampers
14,589 Days Alive
2,044 Days Straight on Duolingo
12 Days Till my Family Trip
I had a lecture that I had to pause multiple times tonight. I couldn’t speed it up at all and at 36 or so in length, I felt like I was losing my mind.
Continue reading “Of Lectures and Laundry Hampers”Of Frustration and Friendliness
14,578 Days Alive
8.5 Hours Worked without a Break
I am… Annoyed, frustrated, and terrified everything is going to blow up in my face.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
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