Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,296 Days Alive
$18.81 Under Grocery Budget
$5.99 Goblincore Coloring Book Purchased
2 Bottles of Clearly Canadian Purchased for the Nostalgia
1 Coloring Page Started
I bought myself a coloring book today while out with the Queerly Dearlies. $5.99 spent on myself, plus tax. But it made me bust out my colored pencils and a different coloring book.
Because I’m me.
Continue reading “Of Hacienda and Half Price Books”
14,241 Days Alive
$260 Spent on Spock’s Vet Visit
1 Crying Jag
Today is the one year anniversary of my mother’s passing. I’m… having complex feelings about it but it isn’t my only woe today.
Continue reading “Of Mourning and Money”
14,099 Days Alive
78 Rows into Bernadette’s Blanket
5 Chicken Tenders Eaten
We’re at Pathfinder tonight, as per usual. I’m utterly exhausted and basically propped up in a corner, crocheting and trying to keep my eyes open.
Continue reading “Of Chicken Tenders and Crochet”
14,084 Days Alive
506 Words Written Today
2 Front Tires in Need of Replacement
I was too anxious to drive to dinner tonight.
Continue reading “Of Icy Roads and Ice Cream”
14,079 Days Alive
2,091 Words Written on Fuckadoodledoo
1 Grocery Store Trip Taken
-19 Windchil Right Now
It is so cold out right now. We’re home, safe and warm, and I’m so glad for Mellon.
Continue reading “Of Wind Chills and Wordsmithing”
14,045 Days Alive
2 Chicago Dogs, Extra Sport Peppers Consumed
Finally home.
Continue reading “Travel Log: Day 6, Part 3”
14,045 Days Alive
4 Sesame Balls Bought from My Favorite Bakery in Chinatown
2 Chicago Dogs, Extra Sport Peppers Ordered, Soon to be Consumed
Well. Despite hauling my luggage around with me, and low key anxiety that I’m going to lose my job because I missed today, I’m doing okay.
Continue reading “Travel Log: Day 6, Part 2”
13,956 Days Alive
2,031 Posts on PostmarkWonderland
7 Minutes of Being Yelled At
4 Breadsticks Eaten with Alfredo Sauce
1 LinkTree Created
Today was… a day. Difficult and dramatic and frustrating.
Continue reading “Of Lists and Laughter”13,929 Days Alive
259 Base Stitches in Mellon’s Mosaic Blanket
3 Doses of DayQuil Taken
Still under the weather. But got to spend some quality time with Mellon tonight playing Warhammer: Chaos Bane. It was fun!
Continue reading “Of Weather and Warhammer”
13,869 Days Alive
Edit: forgot to hit post.
I’m in so much pain I’m afraid to eat dinner.
Continue reading “Of Meals and Misery”
13,863 Days Alive
1 Birthday Cake Ordered
Well, I had a panic attack today. Because I ordered myself a birthday cake. It’s from a mom and pop bakery near where J and Beau live.
Continue reading “Of Parties and Pasta”
13,853 Days Alive
The Crisis Hotline was less than helpful today. They hung up on me when I called. But I’m going to assume technical difficulties.
I’m still here. I’m taking my meds, reaching out to talk to people when I’m struggling.
That’s all I’ve got today.
Take your meds, folks.
13,841 Days Alive
241 Words Written Today
4 Sandwiches Made
So, it’s been a few days since I’ve done a proper blog post. I’ve been fantastically depressed and not feeling up to pouring myself onto the digital page.
Continue reading “Of Depression and Dinner”
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