14,278 Days Alive
592 Job Applications Put In
4 Interviews Attended
I’m trying so hard to keep going. But I’m so very tired.
I can at least make it to Friday. I can do that.
Spite don’t fail me now.
Of Strength and Spite
Category: Sleep Deprivation
Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese
14,272 Days Alive
2 Garlic Bread Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Eaten
I did not feel like cooking this evening. Not proper cooking at least, with meat and veggies and a side. So I made a half dozen grilled cheese sandwiches for Dustin, Mac, and I.
Continue reading “Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese”Of Friends and Frumpiness
14,265 Days Alive
1 Failed Interview
I am utterly exhausted.
Continue reading “Of Friends and Frumpiness”Of Oreos and Organization
14,262 Days Alive
I am stupidly depressed right now. I’ve no idea why, but literally I feel like I’m too depressed to function properly. I don’t want to eat. I’m forcing myself to hydrate.
Continue reading “Of Oreos and Organization”Of Groceries and Grief
14,261 Days Alive
4 Mint Oreos Eaten
I am not doing great. We went grocery shopping today and I just… got slammed with a wave of grief.
Continue reading “Of Groceries and Grief”Of Grease and Gratitude
14,242 Days Alive
4 Rounds Completed on the Round Ripple
3 Days Till My 39th Birthday
2 Insulin Shots Given to Spock
1 Very Greasy Burger Eaten
I’m emotionally exhausted this evening.
Continue reading “Of Grease and Gratitude”Of Mourning and Money
14,241 Days Alive
$260 Spent on Spock’s Vet Visit
1 Crying Jag
Today is the one year anniversary of my mother’s passing. I’m… having complex feelings about it but it isn’t my only woe today.
Continue reading “Of Mourning and Money”Of Chicken Curry and Crocheted Cardigans
14,228 Days Alive
2 Sleeves Completed
1 Giant Pot of Chicken Curry Made for Dinner
Oh man, am I stuff and wrung out.
Continue reading “Of Chicken Curry and Crocheted Cardigans”Of Pages and Pizza
14,223 Days Alive
3 Slices of Pizza Eaten
1 Book Started and Finished Today
I am feeling… quite terrible. I don’t know why. So I turned to an old comfort mechanism: reading.
Continue reading “Of Pages and Pizza”Of Bowls and Bed
14,215 Days Alive
16 Rows Done on Sleeve #1 For Grandma’s Crocheted Cardigan
I’m exhausted so this will be short. I came home, made dinner, watched some trash television in the form of a home renovation show, and worked on Grandma Gator’s crocheted cardigan.
That’s the news.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Agony and Acceptance
14,205 Days Alive
7 Taquitos Eaten
2 More Ibuprofen Popped
1 Pouty Spockers
I am in so much pain today. I am over wrung. Not enough butter over too much bread. But at least I’ve managed to not sleep the day away today?
Continue reading “Of Agony and Acceptance”Of Exhaustion and Eggs
14,150 Days Alive
6,023 Steps Taken Today
2 Slices of Pizza Eaten
I made it through the day on a single bit of Mountain Dew Zero.
Continue reading “Of Exhaustion and Eggs”Of Blankets and Bumbling
14,141 Days Alive
140 Damage Done to a Bad Guy in Pathfinder 2e
37 Repeats Completed on Bernadette’s Blanket
1 Meal Eaten Today
I woke up around five am this morning and just doom scrolled on my phone for an hour and a half before falling back asleep.
Continue reading “Of Blankets and Bumbling”
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