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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Sleep Deprivation

Of Bleach and Bitching

September 19, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,328 Days Alive

10 Hours Worked Today

I bleached my hair this evening. It looks…. Well, ready for color, that’s for sure.

I’m toasted levels of burnt out. Like blackened toast.

I’m going to bed. Take your meds, folks.

Of Triskaidekaphobia and Totally Burnt Out

September 12, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,321 Days Alive

9 Hour Day without a Lunch Break

Tomorrow is Friday the 13th! Maybe I’ll buy a lotto ticket. It’s my favorite lucky day.

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Of Plans and Purl Stitches

September 9, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,318 Days Alive

Nothing went to plan today.

I’m not doing well. But I hope to pick up again tomorrow.

Take your meds, folks z

Of Diablo IV and Dearest

August 22, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,300 Days Alive

7 Levels Earned on my Necromancer

1 Temporary Filling

I did it. I went to the dentist this morning at the buttcrack of dawn.

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Of Giggles and Groceries

August 5, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,283 Days Alive

2 Slices of Pizza Eaten

Today was a day. Not good, not bad, just was.

And that’s all I’ve got today.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Strength and Spite

July 31, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,278 Days Alive

592 Job Applications Put In

4 Interviews Attended

I’m trying so hard to keep going. But I’m so very tired.

I can at least make it to Friday. I can do that.

Spite don’t fail me now.

Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese

July 25, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,272 Days Alive

2 Garlic Bread Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Eaten

I did not feel like cooking this evening. Not proper cooking at least, with meat and veggies and a side. So I made a half dozen grilled cheese sandwiches for Dustin, Mac, and I.

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Of Friends and Frumpiness

July 18, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,265 Days Alive

1 Failed Interview

I am utterly exhausted.

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Of Oreos and Organization

July 15, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,262 Days Alive

I am stupidly depressed right now. I’ve no idea why, but literally I feel like I’m too depressed to function properly. I don’t want to eat. I’m forcing myself to hydrate.

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Of Groceries and Grief

July 14, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,261 Days Alive

4 Mint Oreos Eaten

I am not doing great. We went grocery shopping today and I just… got slammed with a wave of grief.

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Of Grease and Gratitude

June 25, 2024January 7, 2026 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,242 Days Alive

4 Rounds Completed on the Round Ripple

3 Days Till My 39th Birthday

2 Insulin Shots Given to Spock

1 Very Greasy Burger Eaten

I’m emotionally exhausted this evening.

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Of Mourning and Money

June 24, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,241 Days Alive

$260 Spent on Spock’s Vet Visit

1 Crying Jag

Today is the one year anniversary of my mother’s passing. I’m… having complex feelings about it but it isn’t my only woe today.

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Of Chicken Curry and Crocheted Cardigans

June 11, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,228 Days Alive

2 Sleeves Completed

1 Giant Pot of Chicken Curry Made for Dinner

Oh man, am I stuff and wrung out.

Continue reading “Of Chicken Curry and Crocheted Cardigans” →

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