13,994 Days Alive
It’s been a bit since I’ve done an actual blog post.
I’ve… not been okay.
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Category: Out of Spoons
Prompt Answer: Life Details
What details of your life could you pay more attention to?
My dudes.
Guys, gals, and outside the binary pals.
Y’all.
I have one of the worst cases of ADHD and I am on the autism spectrum. Fucking most of my life is spent grasping at mental straw while powering through in a meatsuit that was designed with Sysyphus in mind.
I am incessantly in pain. And trying to focus through brain fog and fatigue. And have the attention span of gnat on cocaine at the best of non-hyper focused times.
Genuinely, I try so hard not to be bitter. I strive to be happy, be kind, be loving, be patient. But fuck if I can all the time.
What could I pay more attention to? The insides of my eyelids. I need more rest.
That’s what I’m off to do.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Seasons and Spock Snuggles
13,974 Days Alive
13 Rows into the Main Body of J’s Wrap
1 Snuggly Kitty Baby Boy
Today is a high pain day. Like a solid seven and a half out of ten. My hips are screaming, my knees hurt, my hands hurt too much to crochet. I can knit, as it takes different hand positions and is less painful, but man does it suck to be me today.
Continue reading “Of Seasons and Spock Snuggles”Of Conveyor Belts and Consumption of Cheetos
13,959 Days Alive
277.5 Miles Travelled Today
88 Damage on a Crit Roll
3 Sesame Balls Eaten
1 Grand Adventure with my Darling Mellon
Date day, this morning, kicked off about an hour after it was supposed to. We both slept in till almost eight. We were trying to be on the road sometime after seven thirty.
Continue reading “Of Conveyor Belts and Consumption of Cheetos”Of Weather and Warhammer
13,929 Days Alive
259 Base Stitches in Mellon’s Mosaic Blanket
3 Doses of DayQuil Taken
Still under the weather. But got to spend some quality time with Mellon tonight playing Warhammer: Chaos Bane. It was fun!
Continue reading “Of Weather and Warhammer”Of Sore Backs and Some Nuggets
13,918 Days Alive
18 Chicken Nuggets Eaten
1 Sore Back
I hate being on my cycle. My lower back is screaming. Still? Again? Whatever. I hate it.
Continue reading “Of Sore Backs and Some Nuggets”Of Socializing and Shoulders
13,915 Days Alive
I’ve had this migraine since Tuesday. It’s going down my shoulders. It’s a literal pain.
Continue reading “Of Socializing and Shoulders”Of Soup and Sleep
13,906 Days Alive
3.25 Cups of Chicken Stock
1 Pound of Mushrooms
So, I really need to get to bed. But I made mushroom and onion soup and Caesar salad for dinner. It was delicious and took less than an hour.
Now, I overslept by an hour today, so I’m going to bed now.
Take your meds, folks.
Of S’mores and Sleep
13,896 Days Alive
37 Rows Knitted on the Doctor Who Scarf
4 Marshmallows Eaten
1 Cup of Mint Milk Tea from Starbucks
I was up at work o’clock today to feed the whiny baby kitty boy. Spock was being super cuddly this morning until my alarm went off.
Continue reading “Of S’mores and Sleep”Of Tow Trucks and Treats
13,882 Days Alive
6 Homemade Chocolate Chip Cookies
2 Fresh Donuts Eaten
1 Set of Keys Locked in the Car
Poor Bitty. Itty Bitty, also known as my stepsister Brittany, locked her keys in her car in her haste to give us a half dozen homemade, super fluffy and cakey, splendidly soft chocolate chip cookies. Whoops.
Continue reading “Of Tow Trucks and Treats”Of Mexican and Mistakes
13,849 Days Alive
1 Missing Mexican Pizza
Mellon tried to be sweet today and surprise me with Tacos Bell for lunch, since we both had this holiday Monday off. It… didn’t go well, thanks to the carelessness of no doubt over worked, and underpaid, food service workers.
Continue reading “Of Mexican and Mistakes”Of Matilda and Mid-day Nightmares
13,848 Days Alive
2 Rows Crocheted
I had a pair of awful nightmares today. This morning, it was all about my father, M.R, who came back from the dead only to die again.
Continue reading “Of Matilda and Mid-day Nightmares”Of Depression and Dinner
13,841 Days Alive
241 Words Written Today
4 Sandwiches Made
So, it’s been a few days since I’ve done a proper blog post. I’ve been fantastically depressed and not feeling up to pouring myself onto the digital page.
Continue reading “Of Depression and Dinner”
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