Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,222 Days Alive
10 Rows Frogged on the Second Sleeve of Grandma’s Cardigan
3 Cluster Headache Attacks in the Last 48 Hours
1 Combo #23 Bourbon Chicken with Pork Fried Rice for Dinner
Okay. First thing’s first: I am still in pain. I’m still dealing with echoes of the migraine from Monday night/Tuesday morning.
Continue reading “Of Bourbon Chicken and Bumps”
14,210 Days Alive
3 Day Weekend
1 Long Workday Today
Woof. Today was rough. My coworker had something to handle in the morning so it was just me til half past noon.
Continue reading “Of Thunderstorms and Thoughts”
14,191 Days Alive
2,046 Days Posting in a Row
2 Naps Taken Today
1 Burrito Bowl Eaten
I am approximately halfway through the back panel of Grandma Gator’s Crocheted Cardigan. I got maybe six or seven rows done today.
Continue reading “Of Cardigans and Cinco De Mayo”
14,178 Days Alive
$19.98 for 3.75 Lbs of Grapes!!!
4 of 354 Squares Made on Mac’s Mega Blanket
3 Bowls of Ground Beef Bulgogi Served For Dinner
1 Mild Headache
Well. I’ve hit my one year anniversary at my job as of last week. I’m hoping my annual review comes with a raise, no matter how insufficient it may be in comparison to the cost of living.
Continue reading “Of Bitterness and Bulgogi”
14,155 Days Alive
38 Years Since Valerie’s Death
1 Slice of Checkerboard Cake Eaten
Warning: THIS IS NOT A HAPPY POST.
Discussion of death, mourning, and other heavy shit. Read at your own risk.
Continue reading “Of Memory and Mothers”
14,121 Days Alive
3 Hours of Phasmophobia Played
Prefacing with it ain’t the ‘vid, I have a cold. I’ve not been feeling well for a few days. Even went to the doctor for it but basically got told “symptoms should go away within two weeks”. Ugh.
Continue reading “Of Coffee and Coughing”
14,070 Days Alive
1,008 Words Written So Far This Year
25 Minutes Spent with Hair Dye On
I turned my head red today.
Continue reading “Of Hair Dye and Hard Days”
14,061 Days Alive
2 Episodes of Forensic Files Watched
I haven’t really eaten today, much. I had some peanut butter for breakfast. And a small bite at lunch, but literally eating is arduous right now since I’m still recovering from Christmas Day food poisoning.
Continue reading “Of French Fries and Fatigue”
14,058 Days Alive
4 Storage Cubes Built
1 Big Box of Costco Croissants Purchased
I am in so much pain right now. Mellon and I flipped all the bedroom furniture around today.
Continue reading “Of Christmas Evening and Costco”
14,018 Days Alive
22 Days Till My Trip
12 Days Feeling Unwell
1 Mild Ear Infection
Yesterday was the New Moon. I didn’t do anything for it.
Continue reading “Of Moons and Misery”
13,994 Days Alive
It’s been a bit since I’ve done an actual blog post.
I’ve… not been okay.
Continue reading “Of Ham and Haruhi Hitlock”What details of your life could you pay more attention to?
My dudes.
Guys, gals, and outside the binary pals.
Y’all.
I have one of the worst cases of ADHD and I am on the autism spectrum. Fucking most of my life is spent grasping at mental straw while powering through in a meatsuit that was designed with Sysyphus in mind.
I am incessantly in pain. And trying to focus through brain fog and fatigue. And have the attention span of gnat on cocaine at the best of non-hyper focused times.
Genuinely, I try so hard not to be bitter. I strive to be happy, be kind, be loving, be patient. But fuck if I can all the time.
What could I pay more attention to? The insides of my eyelids. I need more rest.
That’s what I’m off to do.
Take your meds, folks.
13,974 Days Alive
13 Rows into the Main Body of J’s Wrap
1 Snuggly Kitty Baby Boy
Today is a high pain day. Like a solid seven and a half out of ten. My hips are screaming, my knees hurt, my hands hurt too much to crochet. I can knit, as it takes different hand positions and is less painful, but man does it suck to be me today.
Continue reading “Of Seasons and Spock Snuggles”
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