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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Anxiety

Of Pills and Pain Levels

February 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,023 Days Alive

15 Hour Day

2 Slices of Cake Eaten

I’ve been up since six am. Relatively okay, actually. I got done what I aimed to do this work day and mostly relaxed after work.

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Of Pearls and Progress

February 21, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,021 Days Alive

1 Cup of Chai Enjoyed

So I made cheaters Caprese salad this evening. Basil, tomato, mozzarella pearls, spring mix, white onion, and balsamic vinaigrette. Super easy to make and eat. It gets better the longer it rests, too, so the leftovers will be awesome tomorrow.

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Of Nausea and Nachos

February 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,018 Days Alive

3 Days of Migraine

1 Nauseous Me

I left work early today. I didn’t throw up in the trash can at work again, but it was a near thing. I did end up pain-puking when I got home and knocked out after a second dose of imatrex for almost three hours today.

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Of Groceries and Going Forward

February 16, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,016 Days Alive

5 Jalapeño Poppers Eaten

2 Grocery Stores Visited

1 Slightly Exhausted Me

There are times where I feel if I stop moving, if I slow down, if I freeze up, I’ll keel over. I don’t know why. Maybe it’s a form of mania? I’m honestly not sure. Whatever it is, it’s exhausting. Utterly taxing.

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Of Brownouts and Blankets

February 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,015 Days Alive

1 Hour Without Power at Work

Today was fantastically frustrating. We lost power just after lunch today. Not for too long, but long enough to be annoying and to throw off my whole day.

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Of Pain and Patience

February 11, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,011 Days Alive

2 Soft Tacos Eaten

I’m eight motifs into the twenty one of the blanket I’m making for Meg, the Jeweled Knot Blanket. It’s going really well. I may be able to make this pattern from memory by the end of it.

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Of Needles and Noise

February 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,010 Days Alive

1st Dose of COVID-19 Vaccine Taken

So, my arm hurts like hell. Tender to the touch at the injection site. But I’m glad I did it.

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Of Immunizations and Illness

February 9, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,009 Days Alive

I get my first dose of the COVID-19 vaccine tomorrow. I’m not looking forward to it as I’m always afraid of having bad reactions to shots.

But I’ll power through.

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Of Emotions and Early Mornings

February 8, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,008 Days Alive

2 Therapy Homework Assignments

I had therapy with Mx S. today. It went well enough; I told them about the massive panic attack on Thursday and we discussed it at great length.

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Of Crying and Coffee

February 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,004 Days Alive

3 Crying Jags

2 Soft Tacos

1 Road Trip to Take Tomorrow

Today was a bad day. For reasons I don’t want to talk about, I had a massive panic attack at work today. Like, dry heaving into the wastebasket, crying uncontrollably, unable to breathe for way too long panic attack.

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Imbolc 2021

February 1, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,001 Days Alive

56 Degrees Outside

2/3rds the Way Done with the Center Rings of the Jeweled Knot Blanket

I’m exhausted. I had a panic attack after work today. Not fun.

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Of Miyazaki and Munchies

January 30, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,999 Days Alive

521 Day Streak On Duolingo

6 Skeins of Colors for Meg’s Blanket

4 Loads of Laundry Done

2 Slices of Bacon and Onion Pizza

1 Finished Blanket for Little Bee

I had a massive headache this morning. So I put on my second favorite Hayao Miyazaki film, Howl’s Moving Castle. I found out that I don’t own Spirited Away!

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Of Tacos and Timing

January 29, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,998 Days Alive

3 Doritos Locos Tacos Eaten

I still don’t like Doritos locos tacos. At all. But Taco Bell messed up the order tonight and I didn’t become aware of it until long after the bra had been shed and the house clothes donned. So I just ate what I was given.

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