14,323 Days Alive
3 Days into This Mental Funk
I am stuck in this endless negative feedback loop. In angry and I don’t quite know why.
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Tag: Bipolar 1
Of Pancakes and Pizza
14,317 Days Alive
2 Pancakes Eaten
We went to IHOP for lunch today. I behaved, mostly, but I did use sugar free syrup on my two pancakes. I didn’t get the seasonal flavor because it had tons of sugar.
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14,310 Days Alive
7 Levels Advanced in Diablo IV
3 New to Me Books from Half Price Books
Oh my gods am I delightfully exhausted. I spent most of the morning reading with Spock in bed. And then chatting with Mac for a bit before I hopped in the shower around. On thirty before I needed to leave to meet up with Tina!
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14,309 Days Alive
4 Rows Worked on Clara’s Blanket
1 Pumpkin Cake Not Made today
I really want to make pumpkin bread. I was going to make it this morning, but my body decided I needed more sleep than I did to bake pumpkin bread.
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14,308 Days Alive
9 Minutes that My Therapist Was Late Today
2 Bowls of Zuppa Toscana Consumed
1 Lingering Headache
Heavy stuff herein. Frank discussion of sexual abuse, rape, and the mental trials of surviving both.
Had therapy today. Talked about a lot of the triggers I had flare up this week with my gynecological appointment.
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14,304 Days Alive
2 Doctor’s Visits Tomorrow
I’ve been writing again. A lot lately, trying to finish plotting out a story.
Continue reading “Of Pulled Pork and Plotting”Of Diablo IV and Dearest
14,300 Days Alive
7 Levels Earned on my Necromancer
1 Temporary Filling
I did it. I went to the dentist this morning at the buttcrack of dawn.
Continue reading “Of Diablo IV and Dearest”Of Olives and OCs
14,290 Days Alive
5,088 Words Written on a Star Trek Fanfic I Haven’t Titled Yet
2 Original Characters Important to the Story
Now, let me kick off by saying that 5k was not all written today. It was written over the last week. But still, words are words!
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14,286 Days Alive
9 Hour Workday Today
1 Still Cracked Tooth
I have yet to find a dentist that takes my dental insurance. It’s hella fucking annoying.
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14,283 Days Alive
2 Slices of Pizza Eaten
Today was a day. Not good, not bad, just was.
And that’s all I’ve got today.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Curry and Cats
14,282 Days Alive
1 Cracked Tooth
Spock had decided he is starving on the regular and has taken to, just in the last week or so, tipping the trash can and digging through it. Fucking brat cat.
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14,265 Days Alive
1 Failed Interview
I am utterly exhausted.
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14,262 Days Alive
I am stupidly depressed right now. I’ve no idea why, but literally I feel like I’m too depressed to function properly. I don’t want to eat. I’m forcing myself to hydrate.
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