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Tag: Bipolar 1

Of Hot Dogs and Homework

June 30, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,612. Days Alive

5 Homework Assignments Completed Today

2 Slices of Supreme Gino’s East Deep Dish Pizza Eaten

1 Slice of Amazing Birthday Cake Eaten

J started her trip home super early this morning. We both woke up around five thirty in the morning and just kind of groaned in pain and reached for the naproxen sodium and water.

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Of Birthdays and Bawling

June 28, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,610 Days Alive

5 Hours and Change Till I Turn Forty

1 Slice of Birthday Cake Eaten

I am not doing okay today. I had my last day of work, a birthday lunch with a few friends, and then enforced change in my life.

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Of Irrigation and Ice Cream Sandwiches

June 26, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,609 Days Alive

2 Days Til My 40th Birthday

My allergies are greatly acting up right now to the point where I had to flush my eyes with water at work. The weather is record-breaking heat and humidity with occasional storms.

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Of Pasta and Pressure

June 25, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,608 Days Alive

3 Days Til My Birthday

2 Days Left At My Current Job

I am heavily medicated against my anxiety right now. And tired. And stressed.

But I got my homework submitted on time and am headed to sleep.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Salsa and Separation

June 24, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

14,607 Days Alive

4 Days Til My Birthday

1 Ice Cream Sandwich Eaten

I need to get an oil change tomorrow. And not perish from stress and anxiety.

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Of Heat and Hellos

June 22, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,605 Days Alive

2.25 Hour Flight from Orlando, FL to South Bend, Indiana

I am so, so, so very tired. And so very warm. The flight from Orlando to South Bend was much smoother than the flight down.

I need sleep.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Mushrooms and Much Noise

June 20, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,603 Days Alive

4 Peanut Butter Chocolate Chip Cookies Eaten

2 Sheets of Beef Fajita Nachos Made

Reffie and I got to hug in real life today! And we got to invade the Orlando Museum of Art and it was amazing.

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Of Turbulence and Thai Curry

June 19, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,602 Days Alive

2,467 Days Straight in Postmark Wonderland

960 Miles Flown

1 Blueberry Lavender Lemonade from Panera Had

I have had an extremely long day, so I will be brief.

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Of Suitcases and Salsa

June 17, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,600 Days Alive

2,055 Days Straight on Duolingo

I haven’t finished packing for my flight on Thursday. Normally, I am a day or three out and fully packed, but not this time. I’ll pack tomorrow after work and be ready to go in the morning!

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Of Packing and Potatoes

June 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,597 Days Alive

14 Days Till My 40th Birthday

5 Days Till My Family Trip

2 Orders of Cheesy Fiesta Potatoes, Add Pico de Gallo

I need to finish doing all my damn laundry before I make my trip so I can pack. I’ll need to find one of my swimsuits as well, since I’ll be in the Orlando area with family.

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Of Sausages and Sweet Tea

June 12, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,595 Days Alive

2,050 Days Straight on Duolingo

18 Days Till My Birthday

7 Days Till My Family Trip

I made the best dinner tonight: sautéed mushrooms and onions, pierogies, and kielbasa! It was delicious; only could have been better with some roasted cabbage.

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Of Snoring and Soap

June 11, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,594 Days Alive

2,049 Days Straight on Duolingo

17 Days Till My Birthday

8 Days Till My Trip

Mac fell asleep pretty early this evening. He’s been snoring away since maybe 7pm. I stayed downstairs to focus more on my homework and keep an ear on the laundry.

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Of Pizza and Pills

June 10, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,593 Days Alive

18 Days Till My Birthday

9 Days Till My Trip

I need to get a better allergy medicine. I’ve been miserable all day.

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