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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Coping Mechanisms

Of Birthdays and Bilateral Bursitis

October 26, 2025November 8, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,731 Days Alive

1 Week into the Actual Coding Class

So this week is Halloween week. That means on Friday it is Bill6 and J’s 10th wedding anniversary, it is also J’s birthday, and the witch’s new year.

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Of Cracked Hands and Cash Flow

October 23, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,727 Days Alive

11 Documents to Generate for a Client

7 Days Till I Get Paid Again

5 Episodes of Blown Away Watched

Okay, so my hands are in agony right now. To the point where they were just red and cracking and hurt to even breathe on them. I got help from Lucian and Brian, thankfully.

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Of Hurdles and Hot Cocoa

October 21, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,726 Days Alive

4.0 GPA Still

2 Bean Burritos Eaten

1 Grateful Me

Well. Things got a little less suck-tacular today.

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Of Bereavement and Breathing

October 19, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,724 Days Alive

2,512 Days Since My Dad Passed Away

9 Courses Until I Finish My Degree

7 Years Gone in December

Hey, friends. This ain’t a happy entry, for the most part. No offenses taken if you skip this one.

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Of Ebooks and Excellence

October 15, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,720 Days Alive

21 Days Till My Library Ebook Is Due

Okay, this is basically just a “not dead, busy reading” post.

I just had the copy of Bury Our Bones in the Midnight Soil by V.E. Schwab pop up as available for download from the library.

There goes at least the next hour of my life.

Take your meds, folks!

Of Sport Peppers and Siblings

October 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,719 Days Alive

5+ Hours Spent in the Car Round Trip

2 Chicago-Style Hot Dogs Eaten

I drove down to Chicago with Lucian this morning. My brain had the structural integrity of a goddamned damp sugar cube right now.

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Of Smoke and Snoozing

October 11, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,716 Days Alive

27 Minute Work Call at 10:15 p.m

1 Accidental Couch Nap This Afternoon

I have a love of incense and scented candles. I don’t like the sprays, but I love essential oils. There’s particular scents that I have powerful, positive associations with and I blatantly abuse that fact when I’m having a bad brain day.

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Of Filings and Feline Singing

October 10, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,715 Days Alive

2.9 Hours Billed Today for Work

4 Homework Assignments Done

1 Extra Credit Assignment Done

Both Benny and Spock seem to be running around chasing shadows. Or a bug. Either way, they’re dashing about, each singing.

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Of Corn Cake and Candy

October 8, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,713 Days Alive

6 Pieces of Corn Cake

1 Silly Cat

I’ve been having one of those days where reality doesn’t quite seem to be fitting what I need to accomplish.

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Of Mania and Muddled Words

October 6, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,711 Days Alive

6 Current Drafts of a Mission Statement for My Soon-To-Be-Formed LLC

4 Hours of Sleep.

I’m in a manic episode. But I’m giving myself emotional fucking whiplash coz I’ll be up for six hours, depressed for a few hours, and then manic again for another 6-10 hours.

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Of Chances and Challenges

September 30, 2025October 1, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,705 Days Alive

4 Readings Done for Class

1 Interesting Day

Son of a bitch! I forgot to hit post. Again.

So! I feel like I’ve been stuck, work-wise, today. I’ve got a migraine brewing, but that could be the whole accidentally stayed up till 0630 this morning? Whoops.

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Of Rent And Radios

September 28, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,703 Days Alive

71 Miles Driven Roundtrip for a Working, Cheap, Multimedia Player

10 mg of Cyclobenzaprine Taken Twice Today

1 Massive Mug of Zero Sugar Root Beer Enjoyed

All my bills are paid. I get paid again next Friday from the 1099 gig. And holy hell was yesterday difficult for me. But I survived.

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Of Friendliness and Feelings

September 27, 2025October 1, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,702 Days Alive

$23.21 Spent at the Thrift Store Outlet

2 Free Blankets Received

Well. Today was both awesome and absolutely awful. Awesome stuff first, then my bitching. Here we go!

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