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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Feelings

Of Hugs and Hurting

September 17, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,692 Days Alive

Went to the clinic today, to try and address my hip pain and Lowe back pain. They’re not able to ge time in for PT until after December.

Edit/ I am exhausted and it is five am. I should go to bed.

Take you meds folks.

Of Unspoken Words and Umbrage

September 16, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,691 Days Alive

I am exhausted and overwhelmed and fucking drowning.

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Of Color and Classwork

September 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,689 Days Alive

17 Minutes of a Close Call

I published/uploaded my final assignment for this week seventeen minutes before it was due. Forty-five freaking minutes were spent fighting with pivot tables. Ugh.

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Of Lie Ins and Laid Off

September 13, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,688 Days Alive

80+ Job Applications Put In

$23.00 Spent on 26 Sliced, Freshly Made Donuts and Two Tubs of Whipped Cream Cheese

3 Cat Treats Stolen from Spock By Benny

1 Gradual Reduction of Shock

I think I’m ready to talk about what happened on Thursday. Prefacing with I am physically fine, I am mentally, emotionally, and fiscally fucked.

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Of Stress and Soup

September 10, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,685 Days Alive

I made a damn good chicken soup for dinner. I didn’t have to deal with the bone in chicken, thankfully. Bryan took care of it for me.

Work sucked. Maybe tomorrow will be better.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Applications and Aggravations

September 7, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,682 Days Alive

2,134 Days Straight on Duolingo

65+ Job Applications Out in Less than Five Weeks

3 Hours Spent Searching for a Template that No Longer Exists

1 Full Moon

Oh my goodness. I have been a busy, busy person today!

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Of Full Moons and Frustration

September 6, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,681 Days Alive

15 Applications Put in Today

2 Discussion Board Posts

I am having a very bad pain day. I almost titled this “Frustration and Fuckery”, but went with something a little more PG.

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Of Workload and Wishes

September 5, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,680 Days Alive

5 Different Bottles of Herb-Infused Anointing Oil to Make Before the Full Moon on Sunday

4 Candle Sigils to Draft Before the Full Moon on Sunday

I feel very stretched thin. Relaxing feels pretty much absolutely impossible for me right now.

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Of Ravioli and Ranting

September 3, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,678 Days Alive

2,131 Days Straight on Duolingo

4 Days till the Full Moon

2 Discussion Board Posts

Tonight was a freezer meal night. Once I got home from work and settled in a bit, Imade cheese ravioli with Alfredo sauce and some garlic bread for dinner tonight. simple, filling, and cheap.

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Of Teardrops and a Typewriter

September 2, 2025September 3, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,677 Days Alive

3 Chicken Egg Rolls Eaten With Dinner

I despise Monday-flavored-Tuesdays. They’re stressful and overwhelming.

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Of Rugs and Rest

September 1, 2025September 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,676 Days Alive

13 Skeins of Yarn Pulled from the Stash

I am not as tired as I could be. With it being Labor Day, In had today off! That was nice, as I was up past three a.m. cleaning, sorting, purging, and organizing my belongings.

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Of Nesting and Naps

August 31, 2025September 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,675 Days Alive

3 Art Pieces Hung

2 Curtain Rods Installed

Spock has been a sleepy boy all day. Lucky him!

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Of Macaroni and Manic?

August 30, 2025September 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,674 Days Alive

2,127 Days Straight on Duolingo

I went to bed after two am this morning. I woke up at 0629 on the nose. No reason at all. Could not go back to sleep no matter what I tried.

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