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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Mental Health

Of Aches and Awakening

August 28, 2025September 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,672 Days Alive

435 of 435 Pages To Go In The Awakening

5 Rows into the C2C Baby Blanket I’m Currently Making

I am so ready for this upcoming three day weekend. The Full Moon isn’t until September 7th, but I am hoping that I am able to manifest a great deal of positive change before then.

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Of Denials and Discussion Board Posts

August 27, 2025September 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,671 Days Alive

2 Discussion Board Posts Done

1 Accidentally Long Nap

I still feel like absolute crap. My bones ache, my nose won’t stop running, my throat feels raw, and I am exhausted with every little movement.

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Of Bat Mirrors and Bookshelves

August 25, 2025August 26, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,669 Days Alive

2,122 Days Straight on Duolingo

2 Small Bookshelves Assembled Today

1 Small Art Project Done

I did not one, not two, not even just three, but four things today after work! I left work early for a pre-planned appointment and got home maybe 45 minutes earlier than I usually do.

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Of Altars and A Lot of Yarn

August 24, 2025August 25, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,668 Days Alive

2,121 Days Straight on Duolingo

Lucian and I spent a good two and a half hours this evening going through the massive amount of acrylic yarn that I have acquired over the years. I’m talking stuff from before my marriage to Stephanie in 2017.

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Of Bookshelves and Bedframes

August 22, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,666 Days Alive

3 Egg Rolls Eaten

1 Still Yet to be Built Bedframe

I did not have a good day… week… month? August has been fucking rough. I’m just tired. And whomever lives above us is blasting their television. Ugh.

I am going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Tired Hearts and Tuesdays

August 19, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,663 Days Alive

1 Rough Day

Today was a day from hell. Not my story to tell, but suffice it to say Excedrin, caffeine, and sheer adaptability in the face of stress served me well today.

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Of Black Paint and Batty Bats

August 18, 2025August 19, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,662 Days Alive

$32.99 to Make my Artistic Dreams Come to Life

1 Ridiculous, Amazing Idea

I want to buy a bottle of Stuart Semple’s Black 2.0 paint. Why? So I can make ART.

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Of Housework and Hot Dogs

August 16, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,660 Days Alive

2 Chicago Style Hot Dogs Eaten

I am starting to try and get my room in order this weekend. I hope to build the bookcases and my altar tomorrow during daylight hours.

For now, it is time to sleep.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Reconnecting and Rest

August 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,658 Days Alive

2 Hours Spent Accidentally Napping

1 More Day Till Payday

I went home from work with a pretty bad headache today. I’m stressed because Nina is off tomorrow. My boss, Sarah, will be in-office.

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Of Gingerbread and Gino’s East

August 13, 2025August 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,657 Days Alive

2 Slices of Gino’s East Supreme Pizza Eaten for Dinner

1 Episode of Haunted Gingerbread Showdown Watched

Tonight was a low spoons night. We had pizza for dinner, watched an episode of the latest ridiculous seasonal baking show. And I did my initial Discussion Board posts for the week.

I am exhausted.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Bloopers and Boxed Mac and Cheese

August 11, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,655 Days Alive

2,755 Posts So Far

2,513 Days Since My Bipolar Diagnosis

4 Books Picked Up at the Library

We were talking about needing a laugh so we were telling each other about our favorite Carol Burnett moments. Mine is the “famous” elephant show blooper.

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Of Scatterbrained and Shredded Cheese

August 9, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,653 Days Alive

2 Turkey Taco Rice Bowls Eaten for Dinner

1 Zero Sugar Cream Soda Enjoyed

Man, I could not get my brain to focus today. At all. Just.. shot.

I’m just going to go to bed. Try again tomorrow.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Italian Ice and Idiocy

August 8, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,652 Days Alive

2.5 Pork Egg Rolls Eaten

1 Not-So-Fun Fact Learned Today

I want one of the blue raspberry ice cups we have in the freezer. But it’s not a good choice with it being minutes to midnight right now. So I shall refrain this time.

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