13,763 Days Alive
I joined one of Mellon’s Pathfinder campaigns tonight. Took about two hours to get my character made. But she’s a crack shot Druid with ridiculous bonuses. Her name is Haruhi Hitlock. And I love her.
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13,746 Days Alive
575 Words Written Today
1 Total Loss Declared
I’m so upset. And I’m still struggling financially. I don’t know what I’m going to do.
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13,745 Days Alive
161 Words Written Today
I am stressed to hell and back. Money is negatively right right now. But Pathfinder was fun at least.
I really am not okay right now. I’m trying to get through, but I just don’t know what to do.
Take your meds, folks.
13,744 Days Alive
1 Rose Received
I feel like I’m failing as a human. Because I am struggling so hard financially even with a full time job.
Continue reading “Of Packages and Persistence” →
13,696 Days Alive
1,201 Days Straight on Duolingo
6 Days Till I Move
1 Week Till the New Job Starts
Tomorrow is going to be spent packing.
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13,678 Days Alive
I watched The Muppet Christmas Carol this evening. It is one of my favorite holiday movies.
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13,670 Days Alive
1 New/Old Video Game Picked Up
Mellon and I took up playing RuneScape this evening. It’s an old video game from 2001.
It’s really fun and we’ll be able to game together and do quests without my computer overheating. I really need to get a cooling mat for the old girl.
Speaking of need, I need to get a set of old man cat stairs for Spock. I’ve noticed he sometimes has trouble jumping down from the bed. I’ve added some to my Amazon wishlist, but it’s unfortunately low on the financial priority list.
Financially? I’m a little fucked. I’m getting maybe under fifty hours a paycheck. Ugh. I’m going to have to get a second job.
I, thankfully, have supportive and wonderful friends so I was able to get my meds. I am going to have to ask the Papas for help with groceries, but we have a good bit before I need to do that. At least a week or so.
I can’t wait for the end of the month. I won’t be able to go see Mellon til their birthday on the 31st. I’ve asked off so I can take the train to see them. I miss them a lot.
We had a discussion last night about how I wasn’t ready to say that I love Mellon, as I’m a little gun shy emotionally after the fiasco that was my divorce. But the potential for a deeper emotional connection is completely on the table. We just need to keep communicating as we have been, open and honest.
I’m going to head to bed. I’m bleedy, over-hydrated, and exhausted.
Take your meds, folks.
13,604 Days Alive
$65.00 Spent on Groceries
40+ Feather Boas Inventoried
I have such a bad headache. And my eyes are gritty and itchy. I thought I outgrew my feather allergy.
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13,572 Days Alive
3 Episodes of The Sandman Watched
We’re up to episode ten of The Sandman. Neil Gaiman is such a fantastic writer and I’m really loving the show. But man is it intense.
Continue reading “Of Lightning and Laughter” →
13,570 Days Alive
$124 Spent on Medication Today
Paid the deductible for Peggy. Super broke now.
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13,569 Days Alive
10 Hours till My Shift Begins
I work the super early shift tomorrow.
I’m not excited about it. It’s four and a half hours of physical he’ll for me.
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13,555 Days Alive
1 Very Long but Fun Interview
I really, really, really want a corn dog. Or a Chicago style hot dog. Might do chili dogs for dinner tomorrow. With some oven roasted potatoes, onions, and tomatoes.
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13,553 Days Alive
11 Rows Crocheted on the Buffalo Plaid Blanket
1 Day Without Napping
I forgot to take out the trash today. I meant to, but I’m having a high pain day.
Continue reading “Of Lackluster and Laziness” →