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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Painting the Roses Red

Of Curry and Cats

August 4, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,282 Days Alive

1 Cracked Tooth

Spock had decided he is starving on the regular and has taken to, just in the last week or so, tipping the trash can and digging through it. Fucking brat cat.

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Of chips and Coping Mechanisms

August 2, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,280 Days Alive

67 Minutes of Initial Therapy Session

1 New Therapist Successfully Met

I’m fried like an over-hard egg straight from the griddle.

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Of Therapists and Terror

August 1, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,279 Days Alive

I have a therapy appointment tomorrow evening. I’m fairly nervous about it.

But I need it, and am grateful to my brother for helping me out and finding the therapist for me.

Of Magic the Gathering and Misery

July 27, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,274 Days Alive

I am so goddamned tired of being in pain.

I think I’m angry about it, but mostly just tired of the misery that is being me.

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Of Perfume and Possibilities

July 24, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,271 Days Alive

6 AM Wakeup Call

I am utterly spent today. Worked through lunch and stayed late.

I’m just going to crawl under my weighted blanket and pass out.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Friends and Frumpiness

July 18, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,265 Days Alive

1 Failed Interview

I am utterly exhausted.

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Of Oreos and Organization

July 15, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,262 Days Alive

I am stupidly depressed right now. I’ve no idea why, but literally I feel like I’m too depressed to function properly. I don’t want to eat. I’m forcing myself to hydrate.

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Of Groceries and Grief

July 14, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,261 Days Alive

4 Mint Oreos Eaten

I am not doing great. We went grocery shopping today and I just… got slammed with a wave of grief.

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Of Spicy Stories and Sriracha Mayo

July 11, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,258 Days Alive

6 Bulgogi Beef Mandu Eaten

1 Very Long Day

I’ve been reading a lot lately. Using my Kindle Unlimited subscription for the best reasons. Smut, happily ever after, small town and somehow Canadian stories I can devour in a day and a half.

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Of Hard Drives and Headaches

June 30, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,217 Days Alive

1 Movie Watched with my Roommates

We watched Abigail today. Hella fun, campy but twisted movie. 9/10 for sure.

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Of Barnaby’s and Birthday Buddies

June 28, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,245 Days Alive

3 Slices of Pizza Eaten

2 Birthday Buddies

1 Blizzard Eaten

It’s my thirty-ninth birthday today.

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Of Grease and Gratitude

June 25, 2024January 7, 2026 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,242 Days Alive

4 Rounds Completed on the Round Ripple

3 Days Till My 39th Birthday

2 Insulin Shots Given to Spock

1 Very Greasy Burger Eaten

I’m emotionally exhausted this evening.

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Of Chicken Curry and Crocheted Cardigans

June 11, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,228 Days Alive

2 Sleeves Completed

1 Giant Pot of Chicken Curry Made for Dinner

Oh man, am I stuff and wrung out.

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