13,649 Days Alive
37 Words Written for NaNoWriMo
3 Train Rides Today
I had a panic attack today. Family stuff and anxiety at a lack of communication. Not a full melt down, but there was tears and stress and a nearly missed train. But all is well now.
Continue reading “Of Trepidation and Trains”
13,572 Days Alive
3 Episodes of The Sandman Watched
We’re up to episode ten of The Sandman. Neil Gaiman is such a fantastic writer and I’m really loving the show. But man is it intense.
Continue reading “Of Lightning and Laughter”
13,570 Days Alive
$124 Spent on Medication Today
Paid the deductible for Peggy. Super broke now.
Continue reading “Of Money and Medications”
13,524 Days Alive
1 Terrible Haircut
Today… nothing went to plan. I’ve cried twice today. And had a panic attack. And got zero packing done.
Continue reading “Of Sesame Balls and Sobbing”
13,516 Days Alive
I’m building up to the move.
Continue reading “Of Plans and Processing”
13,493 Days Alive
Well? I got turned down for one of the apartments I applied for. Ugh.
Continue reading “Of Drills and Disapointment”
13,459 Days Alive
6 Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Made
1 Altered Plan
So. Today was an adventure in exhaustion. I didn’t nap on lunch, but totally nearly fell asleep at my desk.
I really need help with the chronic fatigue.
Continue reading “Of Cheese and Coloring”
13,449 Days Alive
If you’re someone new to this little corner of the universe, I have a lot of mental health issues. And some of them are kicking my ass and then handing it back to me on a platter.
Continue reading “Of Panic and Painting with Diamonds”
13,438 Days Alive
I spent most of today miserable. Snuck off to cry more than once.
I literally can’t get into why right now, but sufficiently stated: I am under a lot of stress right now.
Continue reading “Of Crying and Care”
13,433 Days Alive
My anxiety is stuck at a ten. I don’t know why but it’s making my head hurt.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
13,431 Days Alive
Two days till payday. It’s a check that is light almost four hundred dollars due to illness, so that sucks.
Continue reading “Of Stress and Sweets”
13,323 Days Alive
272 Miles Driven Today
80 Years Celebrated
1 Rubber Duck Won
Yes, we played something soberly akin to beer pong at Grandma Gator’s eightieth birthday celebration today.
Continue reading “Of Birthday and Beer Pong”
13,320 Days Alive
835 Days Straight on Duolingo
1 Possible Cardiac Issue
Trigger warning: discussion of sexual assault survival.
So. I went to the doctor today. Good news: I lost three pounds, my A1C is down to 8.6 from eleven point something. Bad news: I may have to do without caffeine and other stimulants like my Adderall due the possibility of an arrhythmia.
Continue reading “Of Achievement and (Possible) Arrhythmia”