Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
13,805 Days Alive
10.5 Hours Till I Start My New Job
1 Amazing Weekend
Oh. My. Gods. This weekend was spectacular! We went to Chicago for the weekend: Mellon, his sister Rin, her two kids Axton and Opal, and her partner Leif. It was so much fun.
Continue reading “Of Shifting Plans and Starting Anew”
13,777 Days Alive
1,278 Days Straight on Duolingo
8th Level Character in Pathfinder 2e
My crack shot character, Haruhi Hitlock, hit level eight in tonight’s campaign. I didn’t blow anyone’s head off this game, but I did do some serious damage.
Continue reading “Of Haruhi and Hot Dogs”
13,740 Days Alive
4 Bone-In Chicken Thighs
1 Minor Panic Attack
I am exhausted. Post-panic attack bullshit.
Continue reading “Of Chicken and Cookies”
13,703 Days Alive
4 Bahn Mi-Inspired Tacos Eaten
1 Successfully Completed Orentation
My new job is going to be a lot; but I genuinely believe I’m going to do well at it.
Continue reading “Of Orientation and Oranges”
13,690 Days Alive
3 Days of Freezing Weather Coming
2 Rows Crocheted on Chelé’s Shawl
1 Train to Bus to Train to Subway Train Ride Home
I nearly fell off the train today. Lol. Someone grabbed my arm and tried to balance on me mid-step. I caught myself but wrenched my shoulder a bit. I’m otherwise fine.
Continue reading “Of Cold Fronts and Costly Moments”
13,689 Days Alive
10 Boneless Hot Wings Eaten
3+ Rows Done on Chelé’s Shawl
1 Background Check Submitted to The Grocery
Well. It looks like things are changing much faster than originally anticipated. Like, much, much faster.
Continue reading “Of Wings and Winging It”
13,649 Days Alive
37 Words Written for NaNoWriMo
3 Train Rides Today
I had a panic attack today. Family stuff and anxiety at a lack of communication. Not a full melt down, but there was tears and stress and a nearly missed train. But all is well now.
Continue reading “Of Trepidation and Trains”
13,572 Days Alive
3 Episodes of The Sandman Watched
We’re up to episode ten of The Sandman. Neil Gaiman is such a fantastic writer and I’m really loving the show. But man is it intense.
Continue reading “Of Lightning and Laughter”
13,570 Days Alive
$124 Spent on Medication Today
Paid the deductible for Peggy. Super broke now.
Continue reading “Of Money and Medications”
13,524 Days Alive
1 Terrible Haircut
Today… nothing went to plan. I’ve cried twice today. And had a panic attack. And got zero packing done.
Continue reading “Of Sesame Balls and Sobbing”
13,493 Days Alive
Well? I got turned down for one of the apartments I applied for. Ugh.
Continue reading “Of Drills and Disapointment”
13,459 Days Alive
6 Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Made
1 Altered Plan
So. Today was an adventure in exhaustion. I didn’t nap on lunch, but totally nearly fell asleep at my desk.
I really need help with the chronic fatigue.
Continue reading “Of Cheese and Coloring”
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