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Of Bourbon Chicken and Bumps

June 5, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,222 Days Alive

10 Rows Frogged on the Second Sleeve of Grandma’s Cardigan

3 Cluster Headache Attacks in the Last 48 Hours

1 Combo #23 Bourbon Chicken with Pork Fried Rice for Dinner

Okay. First thing’s first: I am still in pain. I’m still dealing with echoes of the migraine from Monday night/Tuesday morning.

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Of Groceries and Groans

June 2, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,219 Days Alive

3.5 Hours Spent Shopping

25% into A Court of Thorns and Roses

1 Sleeve Finished in Grandma’s Crocheted Cardigan

So. One of the it books of the year is A Court of Thorns and Roses. This book is a bit of a slow going for me. And the main character is very… annoying.

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Of Agony and Acceptance

May 19, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,205 Days Alive

7 Taquitos Eaten

2 More Ibuprofen Popped

1 Pouty Spockers

I am in so much pain today. I am over wrung. Not enough butter over too much bread. But at least I’ve managed to not sleep the day away today?

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Of Bitterness and Bulgogi

April 22, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,178 Days Alive

$19.98 for 3.75 Lbs of Grapes!!!

4 of 354 Squares Made on Mac’s Mega Blanket

3 Bowls of Ground Beef Bulgogi Served For Dinner

1 Mild Headache

Well. I’ve hit my one year anniversary at my job as of last week. I’m hoping my annual review comes with a raise, no matter how insufficient it may be in comparison to the cost of living.

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Of Memory and Mothers

March 30, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,155 Days Alive

38 Years Since Valerie’s Death

1 Slice of Checkerboard Cake Eaten

Warning: THIS IS NOT A HAPPY POST.

Discussion of death, mourning, and other heavy shit. Read at your own risk.

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Of Shamrocks and Sensitivity

March 17, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,142 Days Alive

1 Shamrock Shake McFlurry Consumed

I woke up with the beginnings of what I assume was a hormone-triggered migraine so I just went back to bed after I took my meds.

I’ve not done much of anything today, so I’m off to bed with no regrets.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Blankets and Bumbling

March 16, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

14,141 Days Alive

140 Damage Done to a Bad Guy in Pathfinder 2e

37 Repeats Completed on Bernadette’s Blanket

1 Meal Eaten Today

I woke up around five am this morning and just doom scrolled on my phone for an hour and a half before falling back asleep.

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Of Pork and Pastimes

March 13, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,138 Days Alive

31 Repeats into Reffie’s Mama’s Blanket

1 2lb Pork Loin in the Oven

I’m crocheting for the next half hour while the one and done step pork loin cooks for the first half our in our oven.

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Of Coffee and Coughing

February 25, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,121 Days Alive

3 Hours of Phasmophobia Played

Prefacing with it ain’t the ‘vid, I have a cold. I’ve not been feeling well for a few days. Even went to the doctor for it but basically got told “symptoms should go away within two weeks”. Ugh.

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Of Full Moons and Fear

February 24, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,120 Days Alive

2nd Place in Today’s Magic: The Gathering Game

It’s the Full Moon tonight. I am hoping to be able to do a spell tomorrow for more stability as I’m feeling very mentally stuck in quicksand. Or the Swamps of Sadness.

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Of Fajitas and Future

February 22, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,118 Days Alive

I’ve used up all my spoons. I made dinner, did three loads of laundry, and did some cleaning. Now I’m off to knit on a Doctor Who scarf for Aunt Donna.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Caesar and Cackling

February 15, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,111 Days Alive

3 Bowls of Chicken Caesar Salad Made for Dinner

1 More Day Till the Weekend

Man, yesterday was wretched. I ended up sleeping almost eleven hours last night.

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Of Shouting and Sausage Pizza

February 4, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,100 Days Alive

2 Slices of Pizza for Dinner

Today was a nice, easy day. For which I’m grateful as I feel wretched physically.

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