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Of Tears and Trying

July 5, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,886 Days Alive

18 Rows To Go on Junior’s Blanket

2 Candles Going

1 Crying Jag

I had all these plans to attack the kitchen when I got home. And then I turned wrong as I was straightening and my back threw a bitch fit.

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Of Carne and Crocheting

July 2, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,833 Days Alive

20 Rows to Go on Junior’s Blanket

2 Hour Nap Taken

1/2 an Asada Burrito Eaten

I took this Sunday as a mental health day. I napped, I ate, I might read a bit later, and I’ve been working on the last third of Junior’s Blanket.

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Of Tow Trucks and Treats

June 30, 2023July 2, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

13,882 Days Alive

6 Homemade Chocolate Chip Cookies

2 Fresh Donuts Eaten

1 Set of Keys Locked in the Car

Poor Bitty. Itty Bitty, also known as my stepsister Brittany, locked her keys in her car in her haste to give us a half dozen homemade, super fluffy and cakey, splendidly soft chocolate chip cookies. Whoops.

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Of Searching and Sadness

June 26, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,877 Days Alive

1 Lost Set of Keys

So. I’ve lost my only car key. Three people and myself have torn the house apart looking for the keys.

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Of Cake and Cackling

June 24, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,875 Days Alive

5 Good Friends

1 Amazing Birthday Cake

Trigger warning: death.

I feel like a bad daughter because I spent the day having fun with my nearest and dearest friends. Why? Why guilty? My mother died this morning.

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Of Meals and Misery

June 18, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,869 Days Alive

Edit: forgot to hit post.

I’m in so much pain I’m afraid to eat dinner.

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Of Books and Borrowing

June 17, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,868 Days Alive

5 Days, 12 Hours Til the Roadtrip to J and Beau!

2 Books Borrowed from Mae

So, Mellon’s friend Bo has a wife, who I will call Mae. She’s a really crafty, kind woman who is a voracious reader.

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Of Parties and Pasta

June 12, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,863 Days Alive

1 Birthday Cake Ordered

Well, I had a panic attack today. Because I ordered myself a birthday cake. It’s from a mom and pop bakery near where J and Beau live.

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Of Mexican and Mistakes

May 29, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,849 Days Alive

1 Missing Mexican Pizza

Mellon tried to be sweet today and surprise me with Tacos Bell for lunch, since we both had this holiday Monday off. It… didn’t go well, thanks to the carelessness of no doubt over worked, and underpaid, food service workers.

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Of Matilda and Mid-day Nightmares

May 28, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,848 Days Alive

2 Rows Crocheted

I had a pair of awful nightmares today. This morning, it was all about my father, M.R, who came back from the dead only to die again.

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Of Nuggets and Not Napping

May 27, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,847 Days Alive

31% Through Story Genius

2 Battles Survived During Pathfinder

I nearly fell asleep at the table while the guys were playing Magic today. I don’t know why I am so tired.

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Of Noodles and Notebooks

May 22, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,842 Days Alive

1 Cup Of Noodles Eaten

I am still working on getting through Story Genius and re-hammering out the story for my novel, Midnight Calls.

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Of Depression and Dinner

May 21, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,841 Days Alive

241 Words Written Today

4 Sandwiches Made

So, it’s been a few days since I’ve done a proper blog post. I’ve been fantastically depressed and not feeling up to pouring myself onto the digital page.

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