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Tag: Struggling

Manic Monday

August 19, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,469 Days Alive

8,138 Books to Read

It’s one of those rare moments where I have the spoons to bust out the laptop, get some reviews written, and wait for the dryer to stop spinning.

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Tea on a Sunny Sunday Afternoon

August 18, 2019August 18, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,469 Days Alive

8,139 Books to Read

2,973 Steps

2 New Pairs Of Pants

2 Cups of Tea

1 Nice Afternoon with Linna

I think I’m on the other side of this depressive hump. Still suicidal, but less so. In more pain because I over did it a little bit, but eh. I had a good day.

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Pounding Rain and Headache

August 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,465 Days Alive

I feel as if I’m unnecessary. Continue reading “Pounding Rain and Headache” →

Typical Tuesday, I Suppose

August 13, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,464 Days Alive

I started watching Good Omens tonight. What a lovely show about the end of the world.

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Fried from depression

August 12, 2019August 12, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,463 Days Alive

1 Day Streak on DuoLingo

Depression has been handing me my ass on a platter as of late. I can’t even get excited bout fandom stuff, or food, or anything. I’m just… numb. Or sad. Continue reading “Fried from depression” →

Sleepy, Sleepy Sunday

August 11, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,462 Days Alive

I am absolutely exhausted today. Continue reading “Sleepy, Sleepy Sunday” →

Phenomenally frustrated

August 9, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

I’m not in a headspace to celebrate the end of the week. I just want to go stress clean something.

Powered Down Tuesday

August 6, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,457 Days Alive

The power went out at three am this morning.

I know because I was still awake.

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Might Be Okay Monday

August 5, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,456 Days Alive

I think I’m coming out the other side of this depressive downswing. Continue reading “Might Be Okay Monday” →

August 4, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,455 Days Alive

8,135 Books to Read

I need more sleep. Or more rest. I can’t quite seem to sleep well.

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Overdone Saturday

August 3, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,454 Days Alive

2,995 Steps

I’m so tired I’m likely to vomit. I’m going to bed.

Glad for the weekend

August 2, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,453 Days Alive

I’m looking forward to sleeping for as long as soon as possible. Continue reading “Glad for the weekend” →

Downward Spiraling

July 31, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,451 Days Alive

It’s hard having suicidal thoughts.

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