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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Bitterness and Bulgogi

April 22, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,178 Days Alive

$19.98 for 3.75 Lbs of Grapes!!!

4 of 354 Squares Made on Mac’s Mega Blanket

3 Bowls of Ground Beef Bulgogi Served For Dinner

1 Mild Headache

Well. I’ve hit my one year anniversary at my job as of last week. I’m hoping my annual review comes with a raise, no matter how insufficient it may be in comparison to the cost of living.

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Of Memory and Mothers

March 30, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,155 Days Alive

38 Years Since Valerie’s Death

1 Slice of Checkerboard Cake Eaten

Warning: THIS IS NOT A HAPPY POST.

Discussion of death, mourning, and other heavy shit. Read at your own risk.

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Of Blankets and Bumbling

March 16, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

14,141 Days Alive

140 Damage Done to a Bad Guy in Pathfinder 2e

37 Repeats Completed on Bernadette’s Blanket

1 Meal Eaten Today

I woke up around five am this morning and just doom scrolled on my phone for an hour and a half before falling back asleep.

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Of Pork and Pastimes

March 13, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,138 Days Alive

31 Repeats into Reffie’s Mama’s Blanket

1 2lb Pork Loin in the Oven

I’m crocheting for the next half hour while the one and done step pork loin cooks for the first half our in our oven.

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Of Full Moons and Fear

February 24, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,120 Days Alive

2nd Place in Today’s Magic: The Gathering Game

It’s the Full Moon tonight. I am hoping to be able to do a spell tomorrow for more stability as I’m feeling very mentally stuck in quicksand. Or the Swamps of Sadness.

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Of Shouting and Sausage Pizza

February 4, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,100 Days Alive

2 Slices of Pizza for Dinner

Today was a nice, easy day. For which I’m grateful as I feel wretched physically.

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Of Chicken Tenders and Crochet

February 3, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,099 Days Alive

78 Rows into Bernadette’s Blanket

5 Chicken Tenders Eaten

We’re at Pathfinder tonight, as per usual. I’m utterly exhausted and basically propped up in a corner, crocheting and trying to keep my eyes open.

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Of Groceries and Gravity

January 21, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,086 Days Alive

5,077 Total Words Written on Fuckadoodledoo So Far

677 Words Written Today

17 Chicken Nuggies Eaten

14 Steps from the First to Second Floor that Keep Trying to Kill Me

So, today, I spent most of the day writing. Rather than leave the house and spent three to four hours at the grocery store and Costco, we ordered groceries.

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Of Prescriptions and Pain

January 11, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,076 Days Alive

9 Hours Worked

1 Not-Me ER Trip

I had to run one of my roommates to the hospital today. He’s okay, thankfully. But it was three hours of my day I wasn’t expecting to spend at work.

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Of Gel Polish and Going

December 3, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,037 Days Alive

T-Minus 5 Days Till My Trip

1 Load of Laundry Done

0 Bags Packed

Mellon and I got our nails done today! I got red gel polish and they got purple base coat with super sparkles. It was his idea and it wasn’t too expensive.

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Of Moons and Misery

November 14, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,018 Days Alive

22 Days Till My Trip

12 Days Feeling Unwell

1 Mild Ear Infection

Yesterday was the New Moon. I didn’t do anything for it.

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Of Hot Sauce and Harried

November 5, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,009 Days Alive

1 Jackass, All-Black Cat Deciding that Outside is Where He Wants To Be Late At Night

My cat is a fucking asshole. After being practically up my butt all day, he decided to dart out the front door into the dark night.

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Of Samhain and Spicy Wings

October 31, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,004 Days Alive

> 2 Hours Till NaNoWriMo

1 Lovely Anniversary Dinner

0 Halloween Costumes Worn this Year

Joyous Samhain to you all! And Happy Witches’ New Year. And Happy 1st Anniversary to my Mellon!

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