Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
13,848 Days Alive
2 Rows Crocheted
I had a pair of awful nightmares today. This morning, it was all about my father, M.R, who came back from the dead only to die again.
Continue reading “Of Matilda and Mid-day Nightmares”
13,841 Days Alive
241 Words Written Today
4 Sandwiches Made
So, it’s been a few days since I’ve done a proper blog post. I’ve been fantastically depressed and not feeling up to pouring myself onto the digital page.
Continue reading “Of Depression and Dinner”
13,834 Days Alive
1,677 Words Written Today
1,333 Days Straight on Duolingo
1 Accidental Nap
I was not as productive as I wanted to be today. Just… emotionally overwhelmed. I hate this particular holiday. Mother’s Day is not a happy day for me.
Continue reading “Of Emotions and Electronics”
13,827 Days Alive
121 Miles Driven in the Dark, Rainy Night
5 Games of Mahjong Played
2 Games of Mahjong Won!
1 Plate of Nachos Eaten
I had nachos for dinner at a Denny’s with Mellon outside of Michigan City, Indiana at half past midnight this morning.
Continue reading “Of Tiles and Travel”
13,820 Days Alive
I spent the day writing for the first time in forever. I hopped on the weekly sprint thing in the 221B Discord that I love and was able to get about 600 words written. I feel accomplished.
Continue reading “Of Weirdness and Writing”
13,813 Days Alive
7 Days of Pills Prepped
2 Grocery Stores Shopped
4 Meals Planned
I hate doing dishes. I love having a clean sink and silverware to use though, so I’ve been doing them little by little.
But gods did the sink need a good scrubbing.
Continue reading “Of Groceries and Gross”
13,805 Days Alive
10.5 Hours Till I Start My New Job
1 Amazing Weekend
Oh. My. Gods. This weekend was spectacular! We went to Chicago for the weekend: Mellon, his sister Rin, her two kids Axton and Opal, and her partner Leif. It was so much fun.
Continue reading “Of Shifting Plans and Starting Anew”
13,799 Days Alive
1,299 Days Straight on Duolingo
1 New Recipe Tried
I did not get enough sleep last night. I overslept today but was barely late for work. I had to drink a Monster to get through the day, though. Zero Sugar one, of course, but still, caffeine was needed.
Continue reading “Of Breezes and Bedtime”
13,792 Days Alive
302 Words Written for Camp NaNoWriMo
I’m craving a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for some reason. Grape, of course; and creamy peanut butter, maybe on the Hawaiian keto bread that is five goddamned dollars a loaf.
Continue reading “Of Sleepiness and Sandwiches”
13,785 Days Alive
2 Hour Nap
1 Hour Spent Reading
Today was not a good day at work. And I have heartburn this evening for some reason. I didn’t get home until late today, because of work reasons.
Continue reading “Of Reading and Rest”
13,778 Days Alive
1 Failed Therapy Appointment
How does one fail at a therapy appointment? Spend more time listening to the therapist rant than about your own issues and you have the start of my problems with my new/now rejected therapist.
Continue reading “Of Bruce and Balderdash”
13,764 Days Alive
625 of 8,982 Kindle Books Sorted
213 Kindle Books Deleted
I really want a Kindle Paperwhite. They’re like, $190 for the “good” one I want to get. It’s got 32 gigabytes of storage, it’s waterproof, and has a three week or so battery.
Continue reading “Of Pizza and Paperwhite”
13,747 Days Alive
499 Words Written Today for Fiction February
I took Mellon out on a date tonight. It was so much fun. We went to one of their favorite pizza places, a tavern called Barnaby’s.
Continue reading “Of Goalposts and Gloaming”
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