15,075 Days Alive
77 Job Applications Put in on Indeed
1 Accidental Nap
I knew the travel day would take it out of me, but oh my gods was I so tired today. I ended up crashing on the couch accidentally.
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15,075 Days Alive
77 Job Applications Put in on Indeed
1 Accidental Nap
I knew the travel day would take it out of me, but oh my gods was I so tired today. I ended up crashing on the couch accidentally.
Continue reading “Of Recovery and Reapplying”31,836 Feet in the Air
15,074 Days Alive
1,011 Miles Flown Today
1 Very Turbulent Flight
My trip to Florida ended today. I’m actually typing this draft up at 10,000 feet or something. But the ride is a little bumpier than I would normally care for; but since we’re flying through a bit of weather over Tampa right now, I suppose that’s tolerable. I just wish the dips that make my stomach drop like I’m on a roller coaster laid off a bit. There should be a beverage or something coming around as soon as the weather lets up. Yay for free food! Even if it’s just a tiny, anemic bag of pretzel twists.
The visit itself went well. I flew in through Midway to Orlando International. And then I got to stay at Mal’s and Bubbles’ place. It was great seeing the niblings. I used to call them something else here, but they are definitely growing into their own people. The eldest nibling is seven years old and reminds me a bit of an old, Transatlantic accented actress. Makes me want to rename her Moxie or something. I think I shall. The younger nibling is a sweet, probably neurospicy six-year-old who rolls her eyes like it’s an Olympic sport. Not sure what I referred to her as previously, but I think she is now going to be Dulcie. She is sweet, but can be a lot in large doses. They both can be, but they don’t meant any true menace behind it.
Ooof, this turbulance is making me mildly nauseated. Thankfully, I haven’t eaten recently. I had a bite with Mal on the way into the airport back at like… three p.m. But it’s after eight pm now. I had a Diet Mountain Dew at the airport terminal. It cost me $2.75 for a damned single poptart pack, s’mores of course. And double that for the pop! I hate airport prices.
I feel bad for being tired out so easily this weekend. There were two or three moments where I just legit had to step away because I was very overstimulated. Again, it wasn’t anything more than the niblings being kids, but I am so much older than the teenager that ran herd on half the damned homeless shelters’ kids. I did get to draw and color with Moxie and Dulcie. Moxie in particular has an interest in learning how to draw. I think I may send her some art supplies for the winter holiday. Dulcie likes shiny things, science, and echoing others. I might send them a rock tumbler to share or an activity bucket for each of them. Moxie might like digging in the sand buckets in particular.
This, of course, is all assuming that I find gainful employment again here soon. I dislike being unemployed. I am going to register at a local employment agency sometime this week, see if that helps. I also have a few leads to chase from Indeed. What with 75 applications put in, I was hoping for more of a response from some of the prospective employers. But I have gotten a nibble from a law office about 20 minutes away from the Parliment of Chaos. A close commute is important to me with gas prices kissing the underside of $5.00 a few times in the last weeks.
And… more turbulance is expected, I think, since the lovely flight attendants aren’t serving beverages just yet. That’s okay though. I am delighted that I have lost enough weight that I am actually able to use the damned tray table on the flight. So I’ll get some writing done, even if it is ‘only’ a blog entry. I could be working on my novel, but my brain is more focused on the micro adjustments of trying to sit up straight on a flying plane. It’s like the highway, but a million times worse. Mmm, perhaps worse is not the proper word. More intense would be more accurate. And even more turbulance hit. Pattern recognition can be a boon just as often as a curse, I suppose.
Owl and I are doing well. She’s so damn smart and challenges me to be a better person. She’s also a fantastic cuddler and makes me smile when I think of her. She’s sassy, sure, but nowhere near the cruelty of the hexwife. Sarcasm is a definite love language with Owl, but she is also fantastically kind and brutally honest, but has candor and tact as well. So she doesn’t say a whole lot from a place of anger or malice that I have experienced over the years knowing her. Almost seven years, I think? If my math is right. It’s not like I can log back into my long-defunct OKCupid account. I don’t even know what email it would have been tied to, what with me making it back in 2006!
Flying is still not my preferred mode of transport. Trains are. Always have been, even as a child growing up in Chicago and in the suburbs where the Metra and Amtrak ran.
I started re-talking with a new friend and potential date mate fairly recently. We had talked intially a month or two ago, but both of us had life run us over in more ways than one. So we took a break to get our respective heads on straight. His name is Bear; he’s complicated but hilarious and I really enjoy talking with him. We shall see how that develops.
I cannot wait to get home. The damn turbulance is killing me and my stomach. My poor seatmate to my left had a Chipotle burrito bowl that she hasn’t been able to crack open this entire flight because of all the turbulance giving us a ride.
We’re beginning our final descent now, so I suppose I shall sign off for now. Maybe I can get back into the habit of writing on a more regular basis again. Daily is the hope, but even once a week is a good thing.
Take your meds, folks.
15,070 Days Alive
1,155 Miles Flown, Approximately, Yesterday
2 More Days Until My Graduation Ceremony!
1 Meal Shared With An Old Friend
I got to see Lex today, which was amazing! We went to Fiesta Cancun Mexican Restaurant. Honestly, it was very much like being back in Cancun! The decor was stunning, if visually overwhelming. But the food was amazing and the company even better.
Continue reading “Of Chuckling and Chile Relleno”15,053 Days Alive
15 Days Till I See My Florida Fam
13/32 Motifs Finished
1 No Good, Horrible, Very Bad Day Brightened By a Work Friend
I forgot my lunch today. I also fucking started bleeding again, which is some utter bullshit. I was grumpy and out of sorts and one minute late to work today. It just wasn’t a good day.
Until it was.
Continue reading “Of Compassion and Carrots”15,046 Days Alive
47 Minutes Spent Cleaning Up My Room with Owl as my Body Double
22 Days to Finish the Surprise Daisy Cardigan for Grandma Gator
22 Days Until My Commencement Trip
11/38 Daisy Motifs Made
2 Packets of Garlic and Herb Tuna Eaten for Dinner that Benny the Cat Tried to Help Me Eat
Drove the 144 miles from Owl’s place in Illinois back to Madison today. Only a few more weeks and I’ll be living there full time. The same amount of time until my commencement trip.
Continue reading “Of Travel and Tuna Breath”15,040 Days Alive
94 Days till Hanukkah
77 Days Since Spock Passed Away
65 Days Since I Turned 41
0 Days Since I’ve Broken Down Crying
I miss him so fucking much. It’s not fair, it’s not fair, it’s not fucking fair. I got sixteen years with my beloved Spockeroni, but my love for him is now grief, as grief is love with nowhere to go.
I’m going to bed. Happy start of the -ber months, y’all.
Take your meds, folks.
15,037 Days Alive
1 Great Act of Kindness
I ordered my cap and gown for graduation!!! I am so damn excited for graduation. I didn’t get chosen for speaking, but I’m actually quite okay with that.
Continue reading “Of Coffee and Caps”15,035 Days Alive
Today was not a good day. Tomorrow should be better.
Take your meds, folks.
15,034 Days Alive
138 Miles to Drive from Work to the Parliament of Chaos
9 Tim Burton Comfort Films Watched in the Last Month
4 Specific Movies to Watch Planned (9 to 5, Clue, Steel Magnolias, and Muppet Treasure Island)
2 Days Until I Travel to the Parliament of Chaos Again
1 Crying Fit at 5am…Again
Life sure is life-ing again. It’s been a month since my last entry. I was trying to get back into the daily habit of blogging but seem to have, at least temporarily, failed.
Continue reading “Of Untimely Demises and Unbearable Weight”15,003 Days Alive
144+ Miles Driven Today
2 Hours of Country for Car Karaoke Sung Along To
Owl and I fell asleep cuddling and watching an early collection of The Great British Baking Show. As such, I left almost an hour later than I usually do to go back to Madison. I am… toast after this weekend.
Continue reading “Of Caterwauling and Cuddles”15,002 Days Alive
313 Miles Travelled Today
2 Chicago-Style Hot Dogs Eaten
Trigger warnings: loss of pet, grief, depression
I miss my Spock. He passed away, in my arms, on the 16th of June. Five weeks and I am still devastated. He was 16 and will be greatly, greatly missed.
Continue reading “Of Passing and Packing”14,961 Days Alive
I got to make cold processed soap today with Owl. I am more than a little worried because Mr. Spock is under the weather and he’s just so damn old for a cat.
I’m going to bed in self-defense.
Take your meds, folks.
14,960 Days Alive
1,085 Days Since My Mother’s Death
I am down in Illinois visiting my girlfriend Owl and I realized that I genuinely feel like she is a supportive partner, not a child masquerading as an adult. It’s a rather glorious realization.
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