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Of Exasperation and Exhaustion

September 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,227 Days Alive

I got at least six hours of sleep. Probably more like a full eight; but I’m still exhausted.

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Of Chicken and Change

September 3, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,216 Days Alive

I am not sure what is going to happen. But I know change is coming in the next year and a half. By this time next year, I’ll be either moved in with a new roommate or somewhere else entirely!

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Of Thunderstorms and Thoughfulness

September 2, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,215 Days Alive

I had a rough day. Fen bought tacos for dinner, the dear.

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Of Toothaches and Trepidation

August 13, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,195 Days Alive

I’ve got a minor toothache and it’s a pain in the… well, mouth actually. But I’ll be fine. I just need to find an in-network dentist that takes whatever insurance I have. It’ll be fine.

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Of Weight and Worries

August 6, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,188 Days Alive

705 Days in a Row on Duolingo

289 Pounds

16 Pounds Lost

11.8 A1C

Oh, boy did today suck-a-palooza. My diabetes is no longer under control and likely hasn’t been since I ran out of insulin in February.

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Of Winders and Windows

June 20, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,041 Days Alive

6 Days Till 1,000 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland

I saw Reffie today! Even with a literal therapy session cutting into our time together, I had an awesome day.

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Of Chocolate and Confusion

June 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,031 Days Alive

1 Slice of “Chocolate Suicide” Cake

I have a lot of feelings today. Not all of them are mine to claim.

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Of Progress and Power Outages

May 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,014 Days Alive

632 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 Completely Down Day

So. Power outage at the main office today. I was supposed to work from home. But the system hasn’t come back up. I spent the day doing chores around the house.

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Of Medicine and Malfunctioning Technologies

April 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,063 Days Alive

3 New Diagnoses

2 Adjustments to Medication

1 Doctor Appointment

Today was… a train wreck. I didn’t finish anything that I wanted to at work, barely got to touch my calls. I’m so frustrated. The system kept going down today and it just killed my ability to get things done.

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Of Travel and Terraforming Mars

March 27, 2021March 27, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,054 Days Alive

So today is another day where I spent most of my morning in transit to J’s place.

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Of Dinner and Drawing

March 26, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,053 Days Alive

4 Slices of Frozen Pizza

I’m exhausted. Today was a super stressful day at work and while I managed to get done most of what I needed to do, I still feel like I fell short.

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Of Anger and Acceptance

March 25, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,052 Days Alive

So I’ve been doing some research. And I’m livid. Not mad, not pissed off, fucking livid. Because this new diagnosis? It basically means that I’m fucking broken due to trauma experienced in my past.

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Of Time and Triggers

March 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,046 Days Alive

This ain’t a happy one, y’all. I am about to discuss sexual assault. Might wanna skip this one.

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